my mom said she will definately get me started on anti androgens this summer. i'll be 18 during then, and i was wondering if that's a good age to do it, and if i should worry about my male hormones between now and then. i want to get a bilateral orchiectomy, because i'll be legal age, and it's better to do that right away, because i don't plan or have the desire to get the full genital surgery. i'm afraid of being denied this, because it happened before, and i'm worried the same thing could happen. these two endocronologists lied to me. they told me they would have a conference call with my therapist, because they thought me having aspergers is one condition over the other. my blood pressure was also high, and they said i'm young. they never called my therapist, and wouldn't answer her when she called herself. i'm worried about being denied again. i need this more than anything, and i would have to turn to suicide if i can't get it in a timely manner. i don't do well with blood pressure testing, because i have an obsession with it.
