Hellooo.
dude, i pretty much went through the same thing. i didnt feel like a female, so transitioning seemed like the perfect option, yet. i didnt feel like i was meant to be a male either.. its so confusing. to wake up, and know that your mind, dosnt match with whats on the outside.
and these things take time, so maybe the answer will come to you later down the track?
i wish you all the best 🙂