Just wanted to say hello since I'm too nervous to think of anything else to say.

"Hello" is just right! 

Try not to be be too nervous. I'm a newbie, too, and I assure you the folks here are very, very nice. Relax and enjoy! 

~Lannie~

Hi Jaden,

Welcome to our little family. Over 4400 strong. That would be one heck of a family reunion.

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But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another member.

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Hugs and Love,
Janet

Ok then well I guess I can say a bit about myself. I'm 20 and for the past few months I've been going through an identity crisis I think. It all started when I looked at FTM youtube videos and thought "Maybe...." which was followed by me freaking out and pushing the thoughts out of my mind for a month then I looked at more videos and did a lot of thinking and came to the conclusion that while I do wish I was born a born and I envy the male physique and believe that being a guy would fit me better, I can't go through transitioning because I don't feel like a man but I don't feel like a woman either. So I guess I'm androgynous, I'm still trying to figure it out.

...Ok so I'm not really sure if that made any sense to anyone but yeah.

Hey Jaden,

Well if it's some figuring out you got to do then Susan's definitely a safe harbour to do so. People here come in all different flavours and surely they can hook you up with some sugar.
I'm an androgyne myself, and hell yes it's been a confuzzling trip figuring that one out! Neverthless, there's never a need to rush. Check out the Androgyne section and the FtM one - you might run into some stories similar to yours. Cheers. 

hi there welcome to susans i hope you find what your interested in here there are a lot of great folks and their stories are all different join in as you grow comfortable most dont bite...grins evily

Welcome to Susan's, Jaden. 

There's a lot of good information and good people here.  Each of our stories is unique but we have a lot in common.  Settle in, pull up a keyboard, and explore.

It can be confusing when we don't fit into one box or another that society provides.  But we come in a wondrous variety, so there's no reason to be nervous about trying to find who you really are.

(Some of us will bite if you ask really nicely. )

Happy exploring.

- Kate

Welcome and imagine if you transitioned and went all through these procedures and still ended up in an andro state of mind! Thats me and welcome 

Quote from: Jaden on March 29, 2010, 10:01:40 PM
Ok then well I guess I can say a bit about myself. I'm 20 and for the past few months I've been going through an identity crisis I think. It all started when I looked at FTM youtube videos and thought "Maybe...." which was followed by me freaking out and pushing the thoughts out of my mind for a month then I looked at more videos and did a lot of thinking and came to the conclusion that while I do wish I was born a born and I envy the male physique and believe that being a guy would fit me better, I can't go through transitioning because I don't feel like a man but I don't feel like a woman either. So I guess I'm androgynous, I'm still trying to figure it out.

...Ok so I'm not really sure if that made any sense to anyone but yeah.

Hellooo.

dude, i pretty much went through the same thing. i didnt feel like a female, so transitioning seemed like the perfect option, yet. i didnt feel like i was meant to be a male either.. its so confusing. to wake up, and know that your mind, dosnt match with whats on the outside.
and these things take time, so maybe the answer will come to you later down the track?

i wish you all the best