Just want to scream and shout

[Shang]

God...I really have no idea how to put this.  I want to cry and scream and shout and just overall throw a tantrum.  I'm lonely.  I know not a soul in my area outside of school, and the dog and rabbit.  I want to be hugged and cuddled and I want a girlfriend (or boyfriend...).  I have a boyfriend, but we're an "open" relationships (see: polyamourus) and we're a long-distance relationship.  I want someone here right now.  I'm not suicidal, but my anti-depressant doesn't seem to be working very well today or for the last few days, actually.

Gah...I'm lost.

[Elijah3291]

throw a tantrum dude, seriously.. listen to music super loud, punch things, scream into a pillow if you must.

see if it helps.

[Shang]

Screaming into a pillow might be the best bet (don't want to scare the neighbors). 

[Elijah3291]

yea try that.. I would do that if I had my own place.. i think screaming can really help, its like letting out all of the anger, etc

[V M]

How's about some super duper big orange

                         {{{HUGS}}}

[Shang]

Hugs!  And they're orange!  Yay!  *hugs back*  Thanks =)

I've settled for a pizza and a coke and watching Joan Rivers...dunno why, but the combination has at least kept me from blowing a gasket.

[Samantha_Peterson]

Screaming into a pillow might be the best bet (don't want to scare the neighbors).

Aw...but scaring the neighbors is the best part

[Shang]

Aw...but scaring the neighbors is the best part

xD Not when they're mostly military people xD

My sister officially made my day xD I went from angry and sad to laughing.

I was complaining about not having a girl and wondering if it might help if I didn't say I was poly.

And my sister responds with:  " You should marry a dog, they never care if you have more then one"