Well it appears that there is now tension in my neighgorhood betwen us whites and the Mexicans. We are outnumbered 500 - 1 or so it seems. I live smack dab in the middle of 18. Just west of their "turf" is MS. The northern borders with Rockwood, and to the south we have beloved south los angeles AKA south central (black neighborhood) anyways, there was a killing right outside of my building last night. LAPD had the street completly blocked off, there were dogs, and swat carrying M16's and bix boxes of ammo around. There was even a mobile command center. Not to mention several helicopters up for what seemed like hours...... Presumably it was 18 who did the shooting. All Is VERY quiet around here right now. Everybody is staying indoors. LAPD is everywhere. what is c razy is that the white that got killed was didnt even bang. A regular shmoe, a citizen. MAn oh man, to be honest, this scares the hell out of me. I am trans and white. I can only assume a natural target, a stripe for an up and coming G.......I need to get the hell out of here, move........
If anything happens to me, noone will know. I have no family or significant other...... wow. How did I become so irrelevant and lame in the world, Ive always been that way I guess. My mom didnt want me, sister hated me, I am not sure about my dad, I like to think that he loved me, but well probably not....I am sorry Ive become depressed lately and have no one to talk to except this forum,,,lame huh?
