Where to start?

[Dan and Confused]

First post, so, hello.

Ok, first things first (because it makes sense). I am very confused at who I am. (hence the username). All of my life I have been fighting with ideas about being trans or a crossdresser or something inbetween or just screwed up in the head. After 24 years you would think I have figured myself out, but no. As I sit here righting this right now I am dressed (water-balloon boobs and all). I don't know 100% who I am. All I do know is that I like to cross dress (born male), and that I believe having a female body would make that a lot easier. I am not sure if that is the only reason why I think I may be trans. I mean, I don't hate my penis, but I am not too terribly fond of it.

I have gone to a therapist, but have stopped due to schedule conflicts. I work full time (as a mechanic, how masculine) and go to school at night. I now have weekends free (which I did not previously). However, I can't afford much over what I already have.

I have a lot I want to get out, but I am not sure how to day it. I don't want to go off in one giant tangent, and I really hate writing. I have since grade school. So, I think I will just leave it at this.

[Amy85]

Hey Dan, welcome aboard!