its been awhile since ive been on here,and alot of things have happened.i had to stop hrt..but should be back on them in a week or so..that should be interesting.
anyway in the past few months going from being on hormones to what im experiance now is night and day it was great i finally felt free.now i find not only am I more irritable im stressing 3x worse i hate whats happening.i cant wait to start again.
another thing thats made this worse is I told my family although supportive they are much more annoying now!uhhhggg also for whatever reason people have been saying ive been acting wierd...wth! anyway I also cant sleep worth a damn now...anybody out there experiance something similair? its like a f*#@% hole in the head.

well not that im complaining about my family knowing bit considering where i live (bible belt) the lack.of knowledge is driving me crazy.im always explaining things...over and over also your completely right that is whats keeping me going.that and me and my mother do hang out.more.my father i dont think its sunk in yet.mainly i feel caged.worse than before.

I had to stop for a month and it drove me crazy. I was getting panic attack and would just freak out alot. It wasnt until I got back on that things settle down and the panic attacks stopped.

Oh, girl, tell me about it. I've been sleep-deprived since I was a baby (8 hours/day --> Not a lot for a baby). Now I get 3 hours a day, and that's with melatonin! I would be irritable if I wasn't too tired or if I actually cared about what other people think of me. I mean I know that I'm ugly and dirty.