Hi I'm Hazel. You can read some of my intro on the home page below (cause repetition is a pain–oh and sorry for the length. Musing). Oh and he/she/him/her/it/they is fine as pronouns go.
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,127913.0.htmlSo, my sister is MtF transgendered, came out last year, and is transitioning well. The only reason that I'm bringing this up is because I'm afraid that people in real life will think "oh, Hazel's just doing this because she wants to be special like her younger sister." And while she peaked my interest in researching gender, I don't believe that I feel this way as a response to her.
I believe that I'm either androgyn or agender, which are a bit separated innit? I don't want to physically be male, but I don't enjoy the full effects of a female body either. I'd rather reduce my breasts or get full top surgery in addition to medical sterilization. I do like my curves and hourglass shape, but don't like my round face. The last bit I can't do much about without plastic surgery, breaking my face, or T.
Some days I just look in the mirror and don't see "woman/girl" or "man/boy." Something in between, or just me.