After an insane realization of the realism of my situation, I got a bit scared, but I'm back, dysphoric as ever

Drafted and received my HRT letter last Wednesday, already emailed a few endocrinologists and found an LGBT specific clinic at U of I, about an hour away! Hoping to have my first appointment by my birthday in early February, and I think that's very doable!
Since I first started thinking about HRT, years ago, I've wanted to take a picture a day and make a time-lapse video, so at the end of 2013 you'll have that to look forward to!