Hi dreameragi,
A big Aussie welcome to Susan's family. It's good of you to drop in and say "Hi". Hope you like it here, and you stay for a while.
There is a mountain of information, resources and friendship waiting for you here, you just need to jump in start talking and ask any question you like. You're quite safe here and we are very accepting.
Most of us start out exactly the way you have. So it's good to see nothing has changed. As you've thinking of medical intervention, always a good start to find a gender therapist who can help you define your boundaries. You'll need one if you're thinking of anything more serious in the medical options in any case.
Looking forward to hearing more of your story in time to come, but in the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Lotsa huggs
Catherine