Hi Cade,
A big Aussie welcome to Susan's family. It's good of you to drop in and say "Hi". Hope you like it here, and you stay for a while.
There is a mountain of information, resources and friendship waiting for you here, you just need to jump in start talking and ask any question you like. You're quite safe here and we are very accepting.
Admitting to yourself who you really are, is the hardest thing to do. Everything else is comparatively easy. Take it easy on yourself and be gentle. Lots of people won't or can't understand what you are feeling. Check out your school/ college counsellor and see if they can help you with a gender therapist. They can often even out the rough bits.
And stop looking round this site at 3:00am Ozzie time, when I should be in bed, instead of looking and feeling like a zombie.

Keep close to your interests; drawing, painting, reading and writing. They are very helpful ways of expressing yourself.
Looking forward to hearing more of your story in time to come, but in the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Lotsa huggs
Catherine