I have heard of this condition called Androgen Insensitivity Syndrome
Androgen Insensitivity Syndrome, or AIS, is a genetic condition, inherited (except for occasional spontaneous mutations), occurring in approximately 1 in 20,000 individuals. In an individual with complete AIS, the body's cells are unable to respond to androgen, or "male" hormones. ("Male" hormones is an unfortunate term, since these hormones are ordinarily present and active in both males and females.) Some individuals have partial androgen insensitivity.
With this condition because the fetus is unable to use the male hormones so it doesn't develop male secondary characteristics so its born female even though genetically it is male
If this can happen in the way that a male is born as female then wouldn't it be plausible that a female could have a reverse condition that does not allow her body to use estrogen? Has any one ever heard of such a condition? I sometimes think maybe this is what has happened to me

hopefully though I am just paranoid

and that I will be OK. Paranoid or not though I think I might be on to something with this