I'm 22 ftm that just came out to my family.  I live in davidson county - Winston Salem part of nc.  I need help guys I do not even no where to start I'm sick of feel in like I'm in someone else's body. Like how do i start t what do i have to do añd is there good docs around here if u no anything guys please I'm open for anything.

I think the first thing you should do is find a good therapist. They are crucial to making sure you get the care you need and deserve.

i think you need to get on google and do some research. that's how i started. google and youtube. ftm transgender testosterone etc.

Ty I've been on Google and  YouTube but i really don't no what I'm looking for and i feel like I'm asking a million   questions but what kind of  therapist am I looking for.

See if you can't find a LGBT friendly health clinic. Also I believe there is a place on here where you can find a list of therapists in particular areas. Do all the research you can on hormone replacement therapy and testosterone side effects and such. Pretty much anything FTM related that you can find, learn it. The more information you know, the better off you are.

Have you tried doing a Google search for "Gender therapist in Winston Salem, NC"?

Hey neighbor, I live near you. My Endo is closed to more trans patients but I do know of a doctor in Charlotte that a lot of people use. The triad area isn't good for resources honestly. I'll send you a pm with the info of the endo in Charlotte.

Hi ya CJ - here is a start for you - you can play around with the settings here to fit your needs as well: http://therapists.psychologytoday.com/rms/prof_results.php?sid=1359046092.9398_21097&city=Winston+Salem&state=NC&spec=187

Gender therapist, but if you can't find one locally a therapist who specializes in "gay" people should be able to point you in the right direction.

Also, start small...I"m assuming you know you're female to male (FTM). If so, find a basic article or site (such as Wikipedia or here at Susan's) which will help you understand. Break up the big idea ("OMG! I'm in the wrong gendered body!!") into smaller pieces...

I don't like my girl-face because...
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I don't like my breasts because...
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I wish I could get rid of my vagina because...

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My friends/family don't like it when I talk about my gender because...(quote their words, not your perception)
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(Any of those questions, and all questions, could be answered "I don't really mind my _____", btw) Once you have a few self-made answers, you can go about learning how to correct things to set things right.

For me (I am MTF), I wasn't happy with my short "guy" hair...easy fix: grow it out. I didn't like my body hair, easy fix: shave and/or wax. I didn't like having a bulge in my pants...temporary fix: tucking. etc etc. One thing at a time.

Good luck, best wishes!!   

And welcome to Susan's! 

Yes I did the list that's what has also helped me in my coming out to my family. BC I've always been a begger person and a tom boy well with being a bigger person I've always had big boobs which are really heard to hide and I've never been the girl tipe never wore bresses never wanted to play like a girl always doing boy thing my mom had alrady knew BC I've told her my hole life I hated the way i appeared as a girl so now I'm the age where its time to be me