I wasnt sure where to place this and i figured gaming was best since that is the subject behind them.
In short,this is a small art form that i have been doing for about 12-13 years i think.Many games have a story line that many can relate to somehow,regardless if its death and loss,torment and other things.We can live outside of reality and obtain something that brings our minds peace.For me that was the case anyway,it was my escape.I wish to share these with those here,not in a true form of *getting myself known* but in the sense of,i use these videos as a means to project my feelings and emotions-just like a painter.For me,this way the only way to express and get out all the horrid things i held inside and to my amazement,they have effected many others as well along the way.I wished to share one comment that i received recently from someone on a video i made called Pieces ~Dedicated To Those Who Suffer Loss~
(my friend who owns this account is in a coma the docs dont think he will survive they had no signs not even a twitch i know he liked this song a lot because of his past and stuff i shouldnt go into but this song when i played it to him his eyes started to move (r.e.m) the docs have said this is a good sign, three dyas ago they asked me if i wanted to take him off the ventilator i just couldnt do it and played this song and left the room the nurse in there started to call in the doctors,they said he is showing little signs and they still don't hold much hope for him but they do wish he does come through. Alan had helped me through all my bad times despite his he kept me going when times where gone for me and i owe him my life, Vincent i owe you a great deal for this song this video its one of his faves, so thank you Vincent from me John and Alan.)
I was hurting pretty badly when this comment was made and because of it,it seemed like everything just melted away and all i could do was cry,happy that i have touched someone else.its amazing how in our most painful moments..someone tells you how much you are worth to them.if anyone would like to see more then you can use the link above to find my channel.i wont ask for *likes and subs* and all that junk but that if any of them touch you or help you,dont be affraid to let me know as it pushs me to do better.
(If this post is out of place or anything then please let me know and i will remove it asap)