Quote from: Malachite on February 17, 2013, 10:00:38 AM
I wonder what happened and why the switch up?
Probably this:
Quote from: EmSchuma on February 17, 2013, 10:14:25 AM
Unfortunately, I think it's just a natural reaction. I oscillated between "Yes, I'm trans" and "No, I'm not" for a while before I was able to accept myself. And that's with having to live with everything for my entire life. If parents are just hearing about it now, for the very first time, then it's reasonable that they'll have a denial phase too.
Lately my mom's just been rather rude, though, and irritated with me. She's been flat out mean to me in regards to getting a job [particularly one that involves teaching]. Being trans* probably doesn't help though I don't know if she remembers that or not...not after the "discussion" we had this morning about me not wanting to teaching. She asked, "Well, we need a good reason as to why you don't want to teach and your experience during student-teaching doesn't count." I was just sitting there thinking, "Well, I have one, but it's not like you'll accept it so I'm not going to say it." That was just a small portion, though, and the rest was my mom saying how she "feels robbed" and I "take her and dad for granted" and that "she gave up so much for" me so I should be willing to teach for at least "three years". Pretty much the entire time I felt a bit like an unwanted child...She kept saying how she worked terrible jobs to take care of me and my sister and that she gave up so much for us...I get it, but it doesn't make me feel at all like I'm wanted. It just makes me feel like a burden.
And I have to somehow get over these feelings in the next 30 minutes because I have an interview at Six Flags and I need to look good.