Well...I have my new job starting next week. But Ive been in boy mode since I was hired, most of the time anyhow so I could safely let my body hair grow enough to wax it. Well since being in boy mode I find the boy trying to fight off the girl inside.. Things like the amount of work it takes, and stuff dont bother me so bad, but the reality of things like the new chip implant planned to be mandatory by 2014 throw off my gameplan, because im scared ill be mid transition and have to run for the hills during the tribulation, then ill be without the meds girls like us need, and ill definitely need the horomones after my orchiectomy. I wanna be a girl bad, but once the tribulation starts im running, and I dunno what to do anymore.