I'm having a lot of dysphoria atm. The really intense kind that makes you want to claw your way out of your skin, rip it to shreds and never go back. Me and my ex flirting over facebook. She was telling me I shouldn't get snakebites, because my face is too pretty  and then proceeded to say, "you're gorgeous girl"    It just hit me right out of nowhere when I was least expecting it. She knows fully about the situation and what I identify as. I'm just so angry. Angry at her, then angry at me, then angry in general. It's been a while since I've had it hit me this hard. I feel like bawling my eyes out, then I get more angry at myself like "That's right go cry like a little girl" I just want to scream at the top of my lungs until I can't anymore. And to think I was planning on going out and being productive today 

Yeah it sucks not being a regular guy.

You're a really attractive guy and you can do whatever you want to your face!
Also your ex is a ->-bleeped-<-head.

I'm going to go out and do things anyway, because screw her I'm not gonna let her ruin my day. The worst part is we might've been getting back together tomorrow, because I was under the misguided impression she was starting to see me as a guy  And I am gonna get snakebites, they're awesome 

Quote from: Edge on February 26, 2013, 03:37:59 PM
Yeah it sucks not being a regular guy.

As Marion said, she's a s**thead.

Wow that was really uncalled for of her.
PS snakebites are cool :3

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...let the light of a million candles shine the path of your transition...

...let the purity of a million candles bless your soul and mind...

Quote from: spacial on February 26, 2013, 05:42:57 PM
As Marion said, she's a s**thead.

I'm just trying to say that I can relate to feeling angry at s**theads, at oneself, at the situation in general. Sorry if I came across as mean or something. That wasn't my intent. I just suck at words.

Quote from: Edge on February 26, 2013, 09:34:32 PM
I'm just trying to say that I can relate to feeling angry at s**theads, at oneself, at the situation in general. Sorry if I came across as mean or something. That wasn't my intent. I just suck at words.

I didn't think it came across as mean at all