I'm having a lot of dysphoria atm. The really intense kind that makes you want to claw your way out of your skin, rip it to shreds and never go back. Me and my ex flirting over facebook. She was telling me I shouldn't get snakebites, because my face is too pretty
and then proceeded to say, "you're gorgeous girl"
It just hit me right out of nowhere when I was least expecting it. She knows fully about the situation and what I identify as. I'm just so angry. Angry at her, then angry at me, then angry in general. It's been a while since I've had it hit me this hard. I feel like bawling my eyes out, then I get more angry at myself like "That's right go cry like a little girl" I just want to scream at the top of my lungs until I can't anymore. And to think I was planning on going out and being productive today
