I think I can say for a fact that orange is just not a color I should be wearing.

Thinking some Brie may be in order.

Upcoming video games

That I reeeeaaaly need to eat before I go out partying.  Got a little toasted on saturday night and apparently (I have no memory of this) ended up hitting on a guy friend.  Seems that he took it ok but OMG, soooo embarrassed.  Even worse is that I really do have kind of a crush on him.  Ooops..

The guys at my school are steadily integrating me to be one of them and not a girl among guys, which has always been a goal of mine. Hung out with an old friend today, so I'd say it was a good day.

Bromances, transitioning, my father, black ops 2, and moving out

I'm thinking I need a hug after talking to my mom.

Quote from: Anna Michele on March 11, 2013, 08:05:00 PM
I'm thinking I need a hug after talking to my mom.

*hugs Anna* Sorry to hear that :c
Feel better soon c:

Thanks .

It would have been nice if she seemed to be even the slightest bit accepting of me being trans (but I have a whole other thread to discuss that...)

Aww...yeah, I know how that feels.

When I was born, the doctors took one look at me and said I was going to be hairy when I grew up. Boy, were they right 

I wish there was some lettuce in the house right now.

I'm thinking of selling my signed Star Trek photos to raise money for electrolysis, I've got about 40 - 50 & was going to save them for a few years until the actors died so they'd increase in value but I want my facial hair gone asap, the NHS have turned down my funding application & i'm not hopeful for my appeal about this decision

I was watching a trans documentary and all three came out as "gay" before coming out as trans. I wonder how many trans people come out as "gay" first. Two trans people got married at the end (to each other) and both were straight, so I think it made it clear that trans does not equal gay. I liked it. Anyway...
People used to call me gay or insinuate that I was attracted to women. I don't know why. They had only known me to date guys and I'm pretty sure the ones who called me gay wouldn't have thought of trans first. I wonder what would have happened if I had just let myself act naturally. I wonder what would have happened if I hadn't been so ashamed/confused and hadn't pretended to be a girl. But then, I can't really imagine how I would have known I could be a boy. I know. "How could I not know?" Because I thought I was insane and because knowing what I look like is still disorientating.
Sometimes, I wonder how much of my anger as a teenager was caused by part of me knowing I was guy. Then I think, "Nah. It was because all of me knew I was the oldest son, but I was expected to play the scapegoat daughter."

I should be washing dishes about now.

It's almost lunch time.

Got invited to be in our college's studant ambassador's program and like with their previous offers I am going to decline.

I'm thinking about the futility of trying to talk to someone who doesn't want to listen.

Well this is strange. I am suddenly turned on by an unknown force and I can't control myself. I feel like doing things, but there is one problem. I can't. Don't have the parts. Hmm don't know what to do.

MMA

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