Reason I hate shopping: I spend an hour in a store, per store, picking out several tops and bottoms, try them all on, realize half of them aren't cut the way I like (we're talking male clothes because i'm not fully out yet). I sit in the changing room and get so upset, not to the point of crying but close (I've had several conversations with my mom about how I hate that nothing fits me, you would think she would catch on at some point?) Sometimes I find two things I like that I can deal with, I move onto the next store and do the same. Sometimes I luck out and the things that I REALLY like actually fit the way I want them to, but it's to few an far between. I know it's ultimately because for the past several years I have been trying to find male clothing that hints I'm a girl while just hovering around androgyny, to my dismay it doesn't exist.
Reasons I love shopping: I love clothes, I have a larger than normal wardrobe in "male" terms, to me it's small and gets bigger every chance I get, I realized I had a large wardrobe for male terms when even my mom said "you need to get rid of some of these clothes, you hardly wear some" I know mom but there's always a chance I will! I also love shoes, but I stopped buying them because I hate male shoes, and recently I've stopped buying male clothing for the same reason. I'm just recycling my current wardrobe until I start my transition.
Second reason: Shop Therapy! OMG it's fantastic, but my above reason for hating shopping sometimes kills this for me....... Such a paradox, isn't it?
I also love Video games too though. I'm just a fancy girl like that ^^
