Hi all, went to a new medical centre to see if i could find a new doctor to finally let all this frustration and depression out about who Gayle really is, i found a female doctor who seemed to be very pleasant, i kind off checked her out and booked in to see her again a week later after some tests and i just let it all out to her, she was amazing and fully understood wished to support me as transsexual, in fact she is excited to have me as her patient having not had anyone like me before, have told her i cannot take this anymore and wish to transition, she has made arrangements for me to see a phsyciatrist to start my journey and get HRT asap, am now just waiting for Phsyciatrist to call with appointment,my Dr will be there to support me on my journey.
Have already told my daughter i am Transgender and will visit phsyciatrist, she was very supportive,she called me her hero OMG i fell into tears and we hugged.
Just wanted to tell someone about my excitement for the start of my long journey, i am so grateful to have all you sisters and brothers there when i may need support and a shoulder to cry on, i am living in small mining town near Townesville so have to go to Townesvile 8 hrs away to get help as poeple here would not understand and will be difficult with my position at work, need money for transition so will stay here another year and then move closer to city and work there and be near better support, so will be difficult but am looking forward to my first baby steps.
Hope i meet some of you wonderful people on my way sometime or at least make a few close friends.
Thanks for listening and bless you all
Gayle