I know I can take a good picture. I can swoop my hair around my face to round it, cover my nose, take a hundred pictures to get just the right angle...
But I feel as if I can't take a good video (meaning real life). My dysphoria has been weird today. I went out to the therapist dressed in girl mode and everything went fine because I only walked by a couple of people on the way there. But, I came home and turned my phone around and shot a video of myself and was like bbbbbrrwaawrrrrrrr god I hate it. But what's weird is that when I look at myself in a mirror after I paint up my face and get in the right clothes, I see a girl a lot of the time.
So, I decided to be as mean to myself as possible and take emotionless front, side, and angle pictures with my hair BACK so I can't hide behind it.
These are with foundation, powder, highlight, and eyeliner

