Woke up early today, really for no reason I understand, would've rather just stayed buried under the pillows and blankets for the whole weekend. But, my wife is amazing and made me breakfast and was really sweet so I started feeling better.
The real problem is that I'm being forced to go to a "guys weekend" tonight for heavy drinking and the forfeit of large amounts of money. If the going broke part wasn't enough, the whole idea of being "one of the guys" makes me depressed, which then gets enhanced by the alcohol. So I will be drinking "rum" and coke's and acting as though I'm having a good "drunk" time instead of being all depressed.
As awful as it may seem, sometimes I wish that everyday was Thursday so I could go to work, which I have been enjoying lately, then come home to my wife and not have to be around anyone else.