Suzi,
You are a gutsy girl/woman. I am not that strong.
I've been out for 20-30 years sometimes very passable/normal & sometimes not. I just hate to go out without looking as normal & totally feminine as possible, I'm very detail, all 10 nails must be painted just right, etc....., wardrope has to match, also etc... Seems the early morning beard always killed me, reality of the sunlight.
So maybe within a few months as breasts maybe grow I'm going to tackle my beard full speed. I've had enough of halfway.
Good luck to you. Any movement forward is good movement.
Francis