Ugh... anytime I am thinking that being born as trans pretty much screws up Your life, if I go deeper into this, I always try to think that it could have been worse. You might be born MtF in India (we all know what is the attitude towards having girls in families there...), some countries or states which have no idea what TS means (I dont know how NK deals with TS, but I doubt there is SRS available there, though given their population, statistically there must be a lots of TS), being born in some remote areas with 0 access to information and having no idea what is going on with You... Other sad options
Besides, I think that effects of SRS for a gay guys must be terrible. They do not suffer from GD and they are males. Their inner world is entirely male with that gay-ish glazing on top and there is no female brain circuit or wiring in their brains, we are all talking about

And gay men usually are not attracted to TS girls, because they do not see us as males (and rightly so), they regard as as females and thus their homosexuality is not triggered by us.