Ask Matt: Hairy Hallucinations of Detransition

http://tranifesto.com/2013/06/10/ask-matt-hairy-hallucinations-of-detransition/
6/10/13
Matt Kailey

A reader writes: "I'm curious if you or any of your readers have any experiences related to hallucinations of detransition – I'm hoping i am not alone in this.

"I've had two episodes where I look down at my hands as I'm driving and for an instant they seem much more muscular and sinewy than they actually are, and are covered with fur. It lasts a second or two, and I am able to keep control driving, but it startles me and horrifies me.

"My body looks normal when I can get a good look at it. My therapist tonight called it my 'Incredible Hulk' illusion, and that is a good name for it. It feels as horrifying, as if I were becoming the Incredible Hulk. I have no intentions of detransitioning – I am very happy with having a more feminine body, and everyone in my life has been accepting of my transition.

I have indeed experienced this stuff.  It is indeed scary.