Thank you everyone for the positive input, I'm glad I have hope after coming this far. I'm probably my greatest critic as everyone around me always tells me I look good and I think they are just trying to be nice to me.
I've been on a tiny dose for two months now, getting close to three. I'm seeing resident and intern doctors so I'm kind of their guinea pig, but its a good learning experience for them. The minion gives me all my great ideas. And I'm almost 29, so barely in the 20's.