Quote from: ZoeM on June 22, 2013, 09:21:56 PM
Here I stand. I can do none other. So help me God.

(Bombs away - tomorrow I see what happens.)

In my experience even if the response was going to be bad (with dad it was/mom was alright soon after) the relief from releasing the burden was worth it. Best of luck.

God I've been depressed.

Dear Mom,

GEICO Insurance has an Accident Forgiveness policy that allows you to have one accident every few years without your rates going up. You have had two "accidents" with outing me in one freaking day, now either use male pronouns already or don't add in completely unnecessary and annoying ornamentation to conversation. No one wants to hear useless irrelevant information and I don't want to be outed when I pass all the time. Jeez 

OTOH, while outing me the other day she had them put Max so I could "live as someone you aren't" for the weekend. That was nice of her but I can't live as this someone unless a certain someone ruins it entirely.
There's a supermoon tonight but it's cloudy outside. Damn.

I think I need to submit myself to a padded room and never leave. I can't believe what I am. I can't believe what makes me happy is that. I'm the worst.

Quote from: Jamie D on June 22, 2013, 10:32:19 PM
WTH is a Faygo?

Quote from: Miss Bungle on June 22, 2013, 10:33:58 PM
Isn't that a soda?

Yes.  My guess is that if Malachite knows what Faygo is, then he most likely says "pop" instead of "soda".  Faygo has a "Red Pop" flavor that seems to have caused everybody in Michigan to start saying pop instead

Breakfast was lovely, then the "assistant innkeeper" had to pipe up and say "How's it goin', ladies?" because my mother called me "she" on the phone when making reservations and that was who she spoke to. Then I wanted to vomit up that delicious meal.

How's it going? Fine, before you said that. My mother sort of hinted at something and she seemed to understand then but I guess she just felt like being obnoxious.

I'm thinking, will Scotland seize the first chance in 300 (and possibly the last for a long time) to vote for independence or will it vote to remain part of the UK, or as most of the world call it, England? If the vote is No I will be deeply deeply depressed about it until my death.

(Even a large percentage of the English call the UK, England. Just so offensive and disrespectful to the rest of the UK)

A had a nice sleep.


and I call it soda or soda pop...never pop.  My ex boyfriend and I would argue about that a lot lol.

I call it pop.  Which has confused people before and they usually don't know what I am talking about until I explain I mean a soda.

Try a tonic, like Moxie!

Trying to slick my hair back this morning, thinking I should just be grateful when it inevitably thins out on T. It's impossible to manage right now; I get it all nice and then it dries and turns into a pouf.

I'm probably going to buzz it soon. Maybe bleach what's left.

Quote from: androgynoid on June 23, 2013, 12:06:06 PM
Trying to slick my hair back this morning, thinking I should just be grateful when it inevitably thins out on T. It's impossible to manage right now; I get it all nice and then it dries and turns into a pouf.

I'm probably going to buzz it soon. Maybe bleach what's left.

Trust me on this, when it thins out it poofs all the more. I have times where I look like the professor in "Back to the Future" as if I just stuck my finger in a light socket. I'll be happy to trade you!

I'm thinking I wish my wee boy (6' 3"...tattoos) was here right now to watch the football with me. It's not the same watching it on your own. Anyway he'll be home from the Netherlands by Christmas. (Anybody else watching Spain v Nigeria? It's good stuff)

I need to make more Somali food

I'm reading a post by someone who transitioned (FTM), eventually detransitioned. But noted that when she started passing as male, she experienced male privilege.

I realized...it's been 4 months since I began passing nearly 100%, and I legitimately cannot think of a single thing that I've experienced differently being seen as a male as opposed to female. And I consider myself to be someone who is very critical of those small nuances, but they aren't there. =/ The only thing that's different, really, is that men are a bit more abrupt with me than they used to be, not in a rude way, just they are shorter. And women seem to be more responsive to me sometimes. but it's very tiny.

I used to be snarky, now i'm just angry and hurt. But i always put on a facade in front of classmates. I hide my shyness, temporarily act more extroverted.

Some things are fun though, talking to my classmates about How I Met Your Mother, for example.

Quote from: Renee on June 22, 2013, 06:28:23 PM
It's going to be 7% closer to us than normal in the am. I'm wondering if I will have water in the yard from tide.

Did you get water?

Quote from: Devlyn Marie on June 23, 2013, 05:02:10 PM
Did you get water?

Yes, but it fell from the sky. The tides didn't really get affected much at all, we have a bigger effect from the wind.

It was cloudy, so didn't get to see it before we went to bed.

I noticed I get very few replies to pictures i post, so I get irked and just take them down. I'm beginning to think its because people think I'm A. not pretty. B. not skinny. C. not posting enough cleavage. D. posting real life candid stuff that is just life stuff.
You know, the whole, if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all deal. Anyway, that's my theory. So, I'm going to stop posting pics on here for good. I need to go though and find all the ones I have posted actually and just take them down.

Quote from: Keaira on June 23, 2013, 08:11:02 PM
I noticed I get very few replies to pictures i post, so I get irked and just take them down. I'm beginning to think its because people think I'm A. not pretty. B. not skinny. C. not posting enough cleavage. D. posting real life candid stuff that is just life stuff.
You know, the whole, if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all deal. Anyway, that's my theory. So, I'm going to stop posting pics on here for good. I need to go though and find all the ones I have posted actually and just take them down.

Keaira, I think you are pretty! You have a very beautiful smile.  I know how you feel though.  But trust me, you really are a pretty lady.