I apologise in advance if this topic is unsavoury to some, but i've done a search of the forums and the topic doesn't seem to be discussed all that much.
I've been on hormones for just over four months, with a small break of a few days at the 3 month mark. When i first started hormones, i was very much relieved that my libido dropped dramatically, as well as of course all of the other mental and physical changes estrogen induced. I would still have to masturbate every week or two to relieve some build up of sexual tension (almost like a chore), but for the last two weeks i've been feeling rather more horny and am achieving morning erections again. Given that i haven't had many erections at all over the last four months, this is quite painful and has got to the point that its hard to orgasm when the pain is so strong. In fact the last time i did manage to orgasm, the pain was so great i just barely got there and it ended rather abruptly - which is probably why i still feel quite sexually frustrated.
I am at a loss as why this is happening. I haven't adjusted my hormone dosage and i am still on quite a high dose of spiro. I feel like my testosterone is spiking up again and i have no idea how to combat this. I'll talk to my endo at our next appointment at the end of next month, but i'm already starting to see the effects, with increased sebum production and small pimples. Any ideas?
Only thing i can think of is inhaling some mold spores from a room i cleaned out two weeks ago. We both wore masks, but i'm guessing even though the room was very well ventilated, i must have been affected (felt weezy and nasally congested the next morning - i slept in the room that same night). Just thinking back to this day i;m thinking what a complete ass i have been to do that. Everything was fine and now it feels like my hormones are completely thrown out of kilt. I'm very sad and confused at the moment.