Quote from: ZoeM on July 01, 2013, 11:37:59 AM

(will I never be rid of monkey ears and harsh smile lines?)

If I could trade ears with you I would.

Quote from: ZoeM on July 01, 2013, 11:37:59 AM
Her face is about twice as cute in person as in photos. Also the green-and-blue striped shirt is adorable.

I think her camera hates us both with an undying passion (will I never be rid of monkey ears and harsh smile lines?)

Better than my neanderthal brow, thinning hair, and gorrila-like body (in both shape and furryness.)

I am feeling very at peace and content right now. Yes I have to live primarily in "boy/androgyne mode" for a little while but that's all it will be for, a little while. Setting a date to go full time (firmly settled on Sept. 20th) really put things in perspective for me. I feel like....it's like being in a boring waiting room right now, just passing the time and just waiting for them to call my name. And even though the next couple months will be long and tiresome I can get through it, cuz I am strong and determined and sooo excited to start the rest of my life, and finally live it as the person I truly am <3

Just thought I'd share that.....

Quote from: ZoeM on July 01, 2013, 11:37:59 AM
Her face is about twice as cute in person as in photos. Also the green-and-blue striped shirt is adorable.

If you insist... you're the one that was getting female pronouns everywhere .  I seem to remember you misgendering me once

Quote from: Anna! on July 01, 2013, 12:48:35 PM
If you insist... you're the one that was getting female pronouns everywhere .  I seem to remember you misgendering me once

I am so very very sorry about that... My mind was on autopilot at the time.
But I'm serious. You have a very cute face.

Quote from: Calm/RageMusic on July 01, 2013, 11:21:18 AM
And Anna, i hope you're taking "The One After 909"!

It was actually Wolverine 350 out of Chicago

Quote from: Calm/RageMusic on July 01, 2013, 01:13:16 PM
I just realized i don't belong here because of an irrational fear of feminine stuff that comes and goes all the time.

Isn't that exactly why you belong here?

Quote from: ZoeM on July 01, 2013, 01:11:54 PM
I am so very very sorry about that... My mind was on autopilot at the time.
But I'm serious. You have a very cute face.

You're lucky I've got a good sense of humor about my transition .  I'm more offended that you didn't take the chance to say "I'm sorry.  I'm so sorry..."

You are cute, too!  I'll figure out how to work my camera so it takes realistic pictures by the next time I see you!

My apartment has not been completely clean since I moved here. I feel like it will never be clean and, even if I could manage it, it wouldn't last five minutes. Thsi makes me very frustrated.
I feel more angry than usual today.

Loads of things. I have such a busy few months and im really not used to dealing with having to prepare for so much.

I need to decide for certain what I want from my phalloplasty or more precisly what im willing to compromise on.
I need to save up loads for a wedding thats taking place abroad in a country that costs a fortune to get to.
I need to save for the costs of getting to London twice and having someone stay over in a hotel for a week for my phalloplasty.
I need to figure out if I want to go to University after the end of the next college year so I have enough time to decide on a course and apply/look at living situations and expenses etc.
I need to at some point when Im not having to save up for so many other things, send off my Gender Recogntion Certificate and get my high school certificates changed before I go to Uni interviews or new job interviews.

My girl-voice feels different when I talk to others compared to when I talk to myself.  I think my problem is volume related.  Talking to myself is usually quieter, since nobody needs to hear me.

Two things:

-How much I dislike the song "Picture" by Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow
-How great I feel since working out full stop today  but my arms ache. 

Quote from: zombieinc on July 01, 2013, 05:06:43 PM
-How much I dislike the song "Picture" by Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow

I dislike this song too. I don't really know why.

The next time I see my therapist....whenever that will be

Quote from: Miss Bungle on July 01, 2013, 05:34:31 PM
This is one of the best responses in the "caption the avatar" thread ever.

I thought you'd like it.  It seemed so fitting.   

Quote from: Prof HB on July 01, 2013, 05:09:30 PM
I dislike this song too. I don't really know why.

What Ms Crow does can't be construed as singing, I don't know anything about Kid Rock.

It's best that you don't about Kid Rock. Really. I wish I didn't know about him, but sadly I do.

As far as Sheryl Crow goes...bleh...she ruined The Voice forever with her presence. She fancies herself some kind of country singer now and I'm like "uhm...no. I will have none of this, you faded looking has been!"

Just got back from Mom and stepdad's couple days ago and I might be going back this evening because they're gonna go visit my stepdad's grandmother, so more animal babysitting for me. Well, not complaining. The cat is a piece of cake (my first cat who just moved with Mom) and the dog is an absolute joy to be around with and pretty obedient, too.

Plus my "imma draw all six of my Skyrim characters" project is going along nicely. Four out of six are finished and the fifth one lacks only lights and shadows.
And the last one will be a cakewalk because it's a fricking human and not some anthropomoprhic cat or worse - a lizard. XD

I worry that this house will end up trashed like our old one.

I am thinking of seeing that new zombie movie on Saturday. I love zombie movies, I hope it doesn't suck. I hate wasting money on crappy movies.

Quote from: Malachite on July 01, 2013, 01:47:19 AM
I am curious as to what the rest of the "open summer" shirt says.

I just realized I never answered.  Here is the entire shirt:

Quote from: Anna! on July 01, 2013, 10:14:30 PM
I just realized I never answered.  Here is the entire shirt:

It's not a pink penguin... (Hey, if you need a spy name you could do worse) but it's close.

And definitely betrays your inner geek.