I suppose what I really want is to start one of those self indulgent all abt me threads.  It's ridiculous as I don't feel other people's issues are stupid but,  no, mine are pathetic and to start a thread about anything to do with my life would be wasting other people's time. I am near the edge.  You know when,  if you are not crying, then you can barely stop from crying all day everyday. You know that if you get out of this alive then you will have traded your soul.

Quote from: Arawn Bheur on August 02, 2013, 04:37:37 PM
Yeah. =(  But I report most nude artwork that is there solely for the purpose of pornography (not that yours is). >.>

I just leave them be. I'm more interested in reporting art thieves anyway.
And I do have some pretty explicit stuff there but I have censored them, more or less, and I submit them because I like how they turned out overall. If I want to get them online for the sake of p0rnz, I use other sites.

Two days without smoking, woooo.
Counting out e-cigarette, of course.

I like creepiness.

Quote from: Akira21 ♡♡♡ on August 02, 2013, 06:32:31 PM
I suppose what I really want is to start one of those self indulgent all abt me threads.  It's ridiculous as I don't feel other people's issues are stupid but,  no, mine are pathetic and to start a thread about anything to do with my life would be wasting other people's time. I am near the edge.  You know when,  if you are not crying, then you can barely stop from crying all day everyday. You know that if you get out of this alive then you will have traded your soul.

You wouldn't be wasting anyone's time, hon. If you feel there's something you want to put out there to get other people's insight on... go for it. That's what we're here for, after all. You're just as important as anyone else. And your issues are important to you, that makes them important. Period.

*gives you a big hug*

You don't have to go through things alone.

Went to my sister's graduation and really enjoyed the speaker.  His words touched me concerning my transition.  What he basically said was that the graduates are the CEO of their own lives and we must do what will make us happy and not live for anyone else because they can't live for us. 

Darn I wish I could of brought that speech.

My mom gave both my sister and me $20 for graduating.   I joked with my mom and told her i was going to spend it on alcohol to celebrate but she said no it neds to go with my other stash of money to collect dust.  I think I will put it in my top surgery fund since it was somewhat unexpected.  Idk though.

I like that my new neighbors are people I already knew and that I can actually be friends with them, unlike the previous ones. Still hate that we had to sell the place when we were rebuilding this house though.

I smashed a fly with my hand and then wrapped him in some chewed bubble gum.

I feel so manly.

I hate how there's only gay mens bars around here, where the hell are all the lesbians?  I just want to meet some chicks.  There was a gay club that had lesbian nights, but it got closed a few years ago because some people got shot there, now I don't know where to go and all the lgbt nightlife websites are like five years out-of-date. Grr. . . . Well, probably for the best, isn't it kind of pathetic going to a club or bar by yourself anyways?

I'm dating such a sweet girl. x3  I don't if it's love, but she's so fantastic. <3

A fly landed in my drink....not cool.

Sometimes i miss living in the Netherlands. It's so difficult getting decent Kroketjes, Frikandel, Kipkorn, Cassis (soft-drink), stroopwafels and such here. Now there's 30 minutes of driving involved. It used to be 3 to 5 minutes. At least it's only 30 minutes.

My son is memorizing one of his books. He also did a forward roll and landed on my head.
Trying to organize my thoughts is difficult.

How does it feel to be one of the beautiful people?
How did you feel when you were there?

Baby, you're a rich man.

Quote from: Edge on August 03, 2013, 10:09:17 AM
My son is memorizing one of his books. He also did a forward roll and landed on my head.
Trying to organize my thoughts is difficult.

This reminds me of my son. He's a very kinaesthetic learner and moves constantly while he reads. He also has a long history of headbutting me.

Maddy

Quote from: MadeleineG on August 03, 2013, 05:19:23 PM
This reminds me of my son. He's a very kinaesthetic learner and moves constantly while he reads. He also has a long history of headbutting me.

Mine too! They really hurt too. He also has a history of jumping on me. He goes on time now whenever he does though. It is very painful.
By the way, I love the "fairy princess with a death ray" thing.

I don't know how much longer I can work with such bigots without calling them out. Time to look for a new job I suppose. . .

Quote from: Edge on August 03, 2013, 05:29:21 PM
Mine too! They really hurt too. He also has a history of jumping on me. He goes on time now whenever he does though. It is very painful.
By the way, I love the "fairy princess with a death ray" thing.

When B was three, climbing on my shoulders and head was a mild inconvenience. Now he's seven and unless it stops, he's going to dislocate my vertebrae.

I love it, too. Thank you for the feedback. It's a reference to this Cul-de-Sac comic strip:

Quote from: MadeleineG on August 03, 2013, 05:36:14 PM
When B was three, climbing on my shoulders and head was a mild inconvenience. Now he's seven and unless it stops, he's going to dislocate my vertebrae.

I love it, too. Thank you for the feedback. It's a reference to this Cul-de-Sac comic strip:

O is almost four and I swear he has bricks for bones. Seriously, the difference in weight between a friend of his around the same age and him is huge. He's not fat either. Just dense (in a mass way, not a mind way).
That is really cool.

Quote from: Edge on August 03, 2013, 05:40:27 PM
O is almost four and I swear he has bricks for bones. Seriously, the difference in weight between a friend of his around the same age and him is huge. He's not fat either. Just dense (in a mass way, not a mind way).
That is really cool.

B isn't heavy, but he is absurdly fast. And absolutely fearless. I took him to the mountains last month and couldn't take my eyes off him for a second. Literally, one second of lapsed attention and he'd be ten feet above me, scaling a boulder or up the embankment.

I use little Alice from the comic as my avatar because she reminds me of the blissful days of childhood gender obliviousness.

Maddy

Quote from: MadeleineG on August 03, 2013, 06:07:52 PM
I use little Alice from the comic as my avatar because she reminds me of the blissful days of childhood gender obliviousness.

I like those days.