One of my friends ive told her I'm bigender/transgender. Another one of my friends told me he has a transgender friend and my friend told me that he thinks somewhat like a girl just that my friend is not transgender but that made it feel easier to talk about the girl side in me. Also I could be compared to Chris crocker meets jazz the transgender girl. Those friends and chris and jazz have made it easier for me to not think I'm a freak.

It's nice to hear your friends seem to have an understanding, and that you feel more at ease. =]

that's wonderful, it's nice to hear that you have some common grounds!
I even found out my mum wanted to be a boy when she was younger, but in the end she decided she was happy as a woman.

That's wonderful to hear, Larisa.