Hey everyone,

I'm kinda new to Susans, and although i have posted a few times ive just been reminded that i forgot to post an introduction :, oops lol!!

Anyway . . . My name is Zoe Louise Taylor and i am a Male to Female Transexual from Sheffield in England!

I've struggled with my gender for as long as i can remember, i have always crossdressed, but for a long time i just considered myself as a transvestite.

Ive really found the last few years tough though, and during my time at uni i started to become gradually more and more secluded, sitting in my room on my own and feeling as though i was ugly and not like all of the other lads . . . I didn't really fit in that well, i didn't want to go to the gym, i didn't care about having a girlfreind, and i felt worthless at times. I lived in a house of girls in my final year and i just really wanted to be one of the girls.

During the past two years ive been spending more and more time as Zoe, and i feel that i can't fight these feelings anymore. i really hate spending time as a boy, i hate how i look as a boy and im just vacant and unhappy as a boy.

I've yet to see a counceller, but i feel that will be the next step for me. I'm terrified of coming out and although a few people do know (my landlord, and my beautician - who is now a good friend) and they are really supportive and i know i can go to them with any problems, i still feel lonely :/ , So this is why i joined Susans, mainly to make freinds and chat with people who are going through the same things as i am, and to gain support and advice!!!

Anyway, thats who i am and where im at at the moment.

A few other things non trans related about me . . .

I love video games and love playing on my PS3

I love a good horror movie and made the mistake of watching paranormal activity on my own :/ was sooo scared hahaha

My favourite singer is beyonce and 4 is the best album ever!!!!

i really enjoy football and i feel that this stopped me being bullied at school, it definetely helped me fit in more with the boys!!

Favourite tv shows are lost, 24 and breaking bad!!!!!

So  . . . thats me, i hope i can become friends with all the lovely people on this forum and im just really glad i found this website!!

Lots of Love and Hugs
Zoe

xx

Hello from a Blackpool girl

It saddens me to hear you are unhappy. I love that you have befriended your beautician though, and that both your beautician and landlord are there for you . I am not surprised you are terrified coming out. Hopefully you'll push to see a counselor this year =D.

Your awesome for liking video games! =] What kind of games do enjoy?

I like horror movies too, and after i had watched the first Paranormal Activity shortly after it came out, i remember sitting in bed thinking i was going to get dragged out - not necessarily by a ghost either, but also by "killers" or "burglars". I used to sleep in front of my bedroom door as well when i was left at home :/.

Beyonce? Oh dear. Far better artists than here :p

I don't enjoy watching Football. I enjoy playing it but i don't take it seriously; i'm terrible. I enjoy playing FIFA and i enjoy knowing what teams win and who buys players. I follow Manchester City. - My brother and brother in-law follow Chelsea and one of my Uncles support West-Ham. Who do you support?

LOST (I weren't particularly fond of how they ended it) and Breaking Bad... Hell Yeah! Gotta be two of the greatest shows of all time.

You have definitely come to the right place, hopefully I see you around more!

Quote from: big kim on August 11, 2013, 06:29:21 AM
Hello from a Blackpool girl

oohhhh i love blackpool, its so much fun . . . but im too scared to go on the pepsi max roller coaster, lol!!!

Quote from: SaveMeJeebus on August 11, 2013, 06:36:30 AM
It saddens me to hear you are unhappy. I love that you have befriended your beautician though, and that both your beautician and landlord are there for you . I am not surprised you are terrified coming out. Hopefully you'll push to see a counselor this year =D.

Your awesome for liking video games! =] What kind of games do enjoy?

I like horror movies too, and after i had watched the first Paranormal Activity shortly after it came out, i remember sitting in bed thinking i was going to get dragged out - not necessarily by a ghost either, but also by "killers" or "burglars". I used to sleep in front of my bedroom door as well when i was left at home :/.

Beyonce? Oh dear. Far better artists than here :p

I don't enjoy watching Football. I enjoy playing it but i don't take it seriously; i'm terrible. I enjoy playing FIFA and i enjoy knowing what teams win and who buys players. I follow Manchester City. - My brother and brother in-law follow Chelsea and one of my Uncles support West-Ham. Who do you support?

LOST (I weren't particularly fond of how they ended it) and Breaking Bad... Hell Yeah! Gotta be two of the greatest shows of all time.

You have definitely come to the right place, hopefully I see you around more!

Yea i definetely want to see a counceller this year!!!

I love all sorts of games, i like stratagy games like roller coaster tycoon, and civilization. Also ive been playing drakes fortune recently . . . Which is amazing!!! How about u? do u have a ps3 orr xbox?

noooooo  . . . Beyonce is amazing, she's so beautiful and her music is so good!! lol!! what kind of music do you lik?

Im a Bristol Rovers supporter!!

dont go telling me how lost ends . .  im only on series two at the moment!! hahahahahaa

x

Quote from: Zoe Louise Taylor on August 11, 2013, 07:29:23 AM
oohhhh i love blackpool, its so much fun . . . but im too scared to go on the pepsi max roller coaster, lol!!!


Yea i definetely want to see a counceller this year!!!

I love all sorts of games, i like stratagy games like roller coaster tycoon, and civilization. Also ive been playing drakes fortune recently . . . Which is amazing!!! How about u? do u have a ps3 orr xbox?

noooooo  . . . Beyonce is amazing, she's so beautiful and her music is so good!! lol!! what kind of music do you lik?

Im a Bristol Rovers supporter!!

dont go telling me how lost ends . .  im only on series two at the moment!! hahahahahaa

x

Get a move on then 

I like Strategy games but i get bored easily playing most of them. It has been years since i played RollerCoaster Tycoon; shame there has not been a new one. I enjoyed Civilization V for a little while, but i got bored having gone through all the eras. Uncharted is a fantastic game; The second is better than the first. I have yet to play the third.  I have an Xbox. I play all sorts of games, but RPGs are my favourite.

Shhh. I mainly listen to alternative, rock, indie songs, but i like loads of other songs that fall into other genres. Its my own whacky taste.

Why Bristol Rovers?

I am so tempted!

Welcome Zoe!

I agree, video games are awesome, though I can't comment on the ps3 as I have a x-box and am mostly a pc gamer.

I'm also I huge Jack Bauer fan.

Amy