Yesterday was a great day, my wife decided I needed to get out. So out we went, she took me to the spa and shopped. We got manicures and pedicures side by side. I was very apprehensive being all manly and getting my nails done. She kept saying men do this all the time don't worry, except I wasn't there as a man... at least in my head

. When we were done with nails she said I should get my eye brows waxed. In my mind I could I could keep my secret to the world with nails but eyebrows?

Everyone would see that, how could I explain?
Funny thing at this point I really felt like I had a dual personality. The voices in my head were at odds, best thing is Allie won out and I got them done, just a clean up but they look amazing. It's like Allie made this decision and I'd have to pick up the pieces. Very weird!
We then went shopping, as the day went on I was feeling more and comfortable looking at clothes. My wife and I wear the same size so I could kind of explain if I was ever cornered. Without getting into all the boring details, it was a great day, girls day out. I was so happy and feeling good. The only thing that got me down was my male reflection in the mirrors. When we got home we got to try on everything.
Actually had a good night sleep :icon_geekdance:s.
Cynthia Michelle I can't believe how much your therapy is helping. Everytime you post it's like you've had some type of breakthrough. That has to feel so consoling. I am concerned with trying to remember my childhood, a lot of these memories are buried, too much pain. Maybe the therapy will help with that. The Dr. I am trying to get a hold of is local and a gender specialist, only problem she's on vacation until next week. Patience, patience patience