clinic therapy next month for about 3 weeks. Oh, no, i don't want to. My mom keeps saying "You DO have a problem. Your depression is getting too heavy. You need help. Do it for me." But i don't to talk with the counsellors and therapists there, my problems are over and my trauma has to resolve itself.

How can I bring up the strength to delete my account?

Quote from: ZootAllures! on August 18, 2013, 05:36:06 PM
How can I bring up the strength to delete my account?

why do you want to?

Quote from: Alice In Genderland on August 18, 2013, 05:39:10 PM
why do you want to?

I AM NOT TRANS, I AM NOT TRANS, I AM NOT TRANS!

I NEED TO GO BACK TO WHERE I REALLY BELONG!

THAT AND MY TRAUMA RELATED MELTDOWNS MAKE ME THINK WEIRD THOUGHTS ABOUT STRANGLING PEOPLE, WHICH IS NOT ME.

I NEED SOME REST FROM ALL THIS.

Although I do remember you saying you were happy here. We have a lot of cis people who frequent the forums, so why not take a break before deleting and see how you feel? Of course it's your choice, I just remember you saying how much you liked it here yesterday or the day before,. You don't have to be trans to like it here.

i have a feeling i am slowly losing my mind and i am serious

I hope my fresh caught tuna hasn't gone bad yet. . . 

I hope I'll get an appointment to the health care center today so I can get rid of these drainage bags... They're a real pain in the sides. >_< Not painful, just plain annoying.
All in all, I haven't even been that much ache-y. Kinda funny, I expected to be much more crippled.

Where ever you go their will almost always be a 'Bluto' making an unnecessary pest of themselves   

Wish I could move Pop-eye into Virginia's neighborhood.

Long story short i freaked out, but i'm back.

Glad you are back. I hope those 'freak out' events let up for you as we all have been in some low places.

I have decided to detransition back to female. But I won't stop there, no. I want to transition to Shania Twain. I'd be so much hotter that way. And besides, the signs have been there ever since I was young. I do, after all, have brown hair just like her. And brown eyes. I'm also the same height, and with some weight loss, I could have her sexy body. and I love her music. I think it's well established that I was meant to be her. That is all.

Detransition or not is your choice. Two Shania Twains? Nah!  I rather like you as you.

(I'm not actually detransitioning lol, I was being facetious. I think you got that but just in case)

Hmm......

I have been lying to you all along.

I DO have a girl living with me, she's not my girlfriend though. She's not really my type, too small, too hairy and she is more like a sister to me.
She is not very talkative and the only two words in english she seems to know are "rough" and "room". I told her several times that her body is hairy as hell, but you know what she does? She runs around naked in public. People don't seem to mind though. They think it's cute, it seems. She is also about 12 years younger than me, so she is kind of like my little weird sister. She likes rice and noodles and oddly enough, chitlins.

I'm wondering who would feel more pain; a ciswoman getting kicked in her taco or a post-op transwoman getting kicked in her taco, or would it be the same? I've heard that either way, it's just as bad as a guy getting kicked in his balls, if not worse.

Taco? Never heard that term before. 

Don't talk of getting kicked in the balls, it hurts like hell.

My trivia team is named "All Aboard the Shania Train," so when I read this:

Quote from: caleb. on August 19, 2013, 12:46:58 AM
I want to transition to Shania Twain.

My brain turned it into:

Quote from: caleb. on August 19, 2013, 12:46:58 AM
I want to transition to Shania Train.

Give you all you wishes, with ma taco-flavored kisses........ Taco, now that's a funny word to use for a vagina......