A little background... Last November I quit my job due to anxiety and began babysitting for my sister and her husband. The deal was that I worked Wed-Fri and occasionally Tuesday if my bro-in-law got mandated. Well, sometimes he skips out on work and everyone else pays for it. He missed so much work one month that they couldn't afford groceries so me and my parents had to use our money to buy them some so the kids could actually eat. When he skips out, I also have to still babysit because the lazy ass won't get out of bed.
Well, guess what happened today. I had the kids while he stayed home and slept. I got fed up after a few hours and took the kids back to their house. I planned to stay there with them until he got his ass out of bed. Their front door was locked... And they never bothered to give me a key to their house. So I try the garage, since I know the code. Again no dice. Went back to the front door and rang the doorbell to try to get him to answer the door. No dice... This time I was pissed though.
As we were leaving to go back to my house I sent him a txt, expressing my displeasure. Perhaps not the most mature thing, but all it said was that I was very ******* angry with him. I got a txt back but waited till I got home to read it. Apparently he was awake, but couldn't be bothered to get out of bed to answer the door... Needless to say he went off on me and after that I went off on him. Only difference being no name calling or extremely rude remarks on my side. Only honesty and frustration.... Which I suppose probably only made him more angry. I feel like this was a long time coming though from all the crap I've put up from him...
Anyways... By the end of this I was physically shaking and my anxiety was at an all time high. I've been worrying about it all day. I may have been in the wrong, but I just really needed to get it off my chest to try to calm my anxiety.
