I'm glad that you had your FFS, but not because you needed it physically. I never saw it. However, your psyche will benefit greatly, because you saw flaws lots of us didn't, and they won't be there glaring at you in the mirror when you start living full time. That's what I want to hear about even more. I think you're really going to love living as the woman you've always been. There are few things in my life I'm really proud of, but successfully living in the gender I was meant to be is the most rewarding thing I've ever done, physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I hope it will be the same for you...I think it will. God bless you, Joan of Arc. Mira