It was quite a shock...If I want "it" up, it usually takes a bit of effort (which I don't mind

). Before HRT it was the norm...every morning, at 3-4 am, 1-2 am, first getting in bed....way too often. I luv HRT just for the reduction of arousal, if nothing else (of course, *everything* else!

)... But what a way to wake up!
Btw, I don't mind FTM's posting, your insight is invaluable!