Quote from: caleb. on August 29, 2013, 03:28:15 PM

I thought the part where she went over the railing was best! 

I'm starting to become an expert on the resident evil 6 demo (though I have no clue how to use the explosive rounds).  I start to see some of the same people play and there's one guy in particular who I love to partner up with.  If I could marry the guy I would because he knows the ins and outs of the demo just like me and he effectively communicates through the game.  That's my favorite type of partner and I hope to see him online again today.  After I play a couple of more games with him I may add him as a friend.  I find that the best partners in the game are the ones I can communicate with well.  I can even get a feel for who is new at playing, someone that's been playing for a little bit of time, and someone who has extensively been playing it.  Oftentimes those in the first category are harder to work with, but it provides a sense of accomplishment when they navigate their way through and eventually be the demo with them.  Oftentimes those in the second category are harder to work with, as they usually completely ignore communication, which usually ends up getting them killed, especially in the Jake and Sherry campaign.  It's like seriously, If I'm above and you're below and I tell you to wait, then you should wait so I can help you shoot the zombies and zombie dog near you.  If I tell you to fall back, it's because there's like 4 or 5 zombies waiting to shoot you up ahead and you're not going to get far if you think you're going to go guns ablazing.  You're going to die if you do so let me snipe them off.  It won't ins santly kill them and yeah they will transform, but at least they won't be constantly shooting at you.  Just stay out of the claw's range and you will be good.  I think the worst campaign for lack of communication is Chris and Piers since there's a secret room with a shot gun, first and spray with a crate.  I Piers and I always tell my partner to "follow my lead" after getting rid of the large B.O.W. temporarily.  I hate when my partner doesn't do that though but every time he does I motion to him "thanks" or "I appreciate it" or "nice" or "good one".  The partner I was talking about earlier, the guy is so good at the game he already knows and I don't have to tell him anything which is awesome!

Stubborn, perseverance, ye.

My dad taught me the difference between stupidity and bravery one day. They can seem to be the same thing sometimes.

7 more days til he will have been dead for a year.

My abusive father offered to call me to talk about my grandma and I don't know what to do. I am tempted. I wrote a whole long post about it, but I must have accidentally not posted it.

Quote from: Edge on August 30, 2013, 10:10:52 PM
My abusive father offered to call me to talk about my grandma and I don't know what to do. I am tempted. I wrote a whole long post about it, but I must have accidentally not posted it.

If your grandma was his mother it may be interesting and he may have some personal emotions to share about her that may give you some insight as to what makes him so abusive. Who knows? It may be an epiphany moment for him and something that you don't want to miss out on!

I need to force myself to enjoy being a female.  Wouldn't it be something if I were to ask for our notorious banned blogger to help me do that?  I've thought about it before but I don't know if I would but dang, there's nothing in store for me transitioning but pain and heartache and being more isolated than I am now (and I'm pretty freaking isolated).  I could save alot of time and money not transitioning.  I just need to be a woman.  It's funny because before I considered transition and option I had little ambition.  Afterwards....well, I still had little ambition, but at least I was eager to be the person that I am.  Why cant I just be a woman?  I need to stay a woman.  The way I see it, I'm going to be miserable either way, man or woman.  I should just stay a miserable woman that become a miserable man.

If you plan to be miserable, do it as yourself. What guy wants to more miserable as a girl?

I am curious though, why are you feeling miserable?

I want to know who the "notorious banned blogger" is.   

Quote from: LordKAT on August 31, 2013, 08:40:32 PM
If you plan to be miserable, do it as yourself. What guy wants to more miserable as a girl?

You do have a point there.

Quote from: LordKAT on August 31, 2013, 08:40:32 PM
I am curious though, why are you feeling miserable?

I've always been a miserable person ever since I was little, and it stems for my personal experience being trans.

Quote from: Jamie D on August 31, 2013, 08:49:05 PM
I want to know who the "notorious banned blogger" is.   

I can't say lol. 

Quote from: LordKAT on August 31, 2013, 08:40:32 PM
If you plan to be miserable, do it as yourself.

Like LordKat said Malachite. I think it's best to just be yourself and just focus on the positives. Right now, you're living as female, in situations that aren't ideal, but there's always something good that you have, and that's hope for a better future. Without hope that things will be better, there's nothing, whether you're living as female or male, that will make you happy. Try to live as happily as female as you can right now, but don't forget that you have the power to make things better for yourself, whatever your choices may be.

Quote from: LearnedHand on August 31, 2013, 09:20:04 PM
Like LordKat said Malachite. I think it's best to just be yourself and just focus on the positives. Right now, you're living as female, in situations that aren't ideal, but there's always something good that you have, and that's hope for a better future. Without hope that things will be better, there's nothing, whether you're living as female or male, that will make you happy. Try to live as happily as female as you can right now, but don't forget that you have the power to make things better for yourself, whatever your choices may be.

Thanks. I really do appreciate the advice.

Quote from: Shantel on August 31, 2013, 10:04:46 AM
If your grandma was his mother it may be interesting and he may have some personal emotions to share about her that may give you some insight as to what makes him so abusive. Who knows? It may be an epiphany moment for him and something that you don't want to miss out on!

Yeah my grandma was his mother. We were both very close to her and to each other. I know what makes him abusive. He refuses to admit he was abusive or that he has done anything wrong.

I would appear that my marriage has ended and that my wife has just outed me to my son.

Life is just grand

Ouch. I hope if she told your son, she didn't put you down in the process. Kids end up in the middle of so many things that they have no control over.

I wish I had a sense of exactly what he knows. This is really not how I'd planned for this to go. 

Quote from: Edge on August 31, 2013, 10:12:57 PM
Yeah my grandma was his mother. We were both very close to her and to each other. I know what makes him abusive. He refuses to admit he was abusive or that he has done anything wrong.

Some folks are just incapable of stepping outside of themselves and seeing things from other's perspectives, and then actually admitting to a fault is again yet another thing. This makes it difficult to forgive when they can't feel any need to offer an apology.

I found some copies of old blog entries from years ago that I had saved from MySpace. They only covered less than a year, but it was kind of weird reading them and seeing what my state of mind was back then.

I'm halfway tempted to post them in my blog here.

Quote from: some old bag lady on September 01, 2013, 11:19:41 AM
I found some copies of old blog entries from years ago that I had saved from MySpace. They only covered less than a year, but it was kind of weird reading them and seeing what my state of mind was back then.

I'm halfway tempted to post them in my blog here.

You should, after all it's your transition history!

Sam And Max Season 3 is dark as hell, not as upbeat as Seasons 1 and 2 and here's a little spoiler for you: Max sacrifices his life to save the universe and gets replaced by an alternate universe version of himself from a universe where Sam had to sacrifice himself.

Still don't get how a little dog can emit such a nasty fart.