@ KatelynRain - Aw, thank you for the kind words! But sorry to disappoint, it's actually a wig (even if it is really pretty ^^) - I wish it was my real hair.. and now I am feeling sad that I recently cut over an inch off my own to accommodate expectations for a more male cut

While I am still not convinced I could pass (I KNOW, lack of confidence), I think beard shadow is my most telling feature and I will definitely look into the effectiveness of local laser treatments (which I should probably make another thread to ask for advice about..). Even if I end up not fully transitioning, I am confident I won't ever want to grow a beard as I hate body hair, and even if I can't afford too many sessions, at least thinning it out should make it easier to hide right?
Too many positive replies has almost made me afraid to post.. but I tried to take a picture to illustrate how obvious it is after a couple of hours, despite my attempts to hide it with makeup.. I think smiling actually makes me look less feminine, but who knows.. maybe I am stressing over nothing, it wouldn't be the first time Lol!

Aaand I know I look tired.. it has been a really rough weekend >.<. I also desperately need to go shopping!