I could go for some kimche right now. Or some coffee.  I'd go out and get some coffee to drink while I finish up some work, but I should save my cash since I don't know when I'll get my check, and I want to avoid putting anything more thenthe necessities on my card.

I really should stop eating this curry but OH MYLANTA IT'S SO YUMMY.

I was reminded of when I was in a psych ward when I was teenager. We were all watching Lilo and Stitch. Next thing I knew, I was crying my eyes out because of the line "Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten" and the staff were asking me if I was alright.
It's kind of odd looking back.

Quote from: Edge on September 19, 2013, 08:56:40 PM
I was reminded of when I was in a psych ward when I was teenager. We were all watching Lilo and Stitch. Next thing I knew, I was crying my eyes out because of the line "Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten" and the staff were asking me if I was alright.
It's kind of odd looking back.

My friend's friend is getting that tattooed on him.  *hugs* Now you have a family here!

Entertaining the fantasy of joining the millitary.  If I were actually able to join then perhaps I should choose Navy since I took NJROTC in high school.  I would be a bit more familiar with their procedures.

Quote from: Liam Erik on September 19, 2013, 10:16:20 PM
Does anyone else do this?  Whenever I'm between crushes, I can't see anything particularly great about men, I forget that I ever did, and I start wondering if I'm really bisexual or something.  Then, eventually, a new infatuation launches and I spend days thinking little else besides boy, you are gay gay gay

I am like that but with girls. Sometimes I just dont feel all crushy. Then I do and it is like...wow lol

The old nose goes back to the grindstone tomorrow morning. Having three days off in a row is rare for me and no one from work called to bug me. 

I love Britney Spears so much lol.

I want coffee but there's not enough milk for my consumption, fffff. @_@

I'm beginning to think this model is my Anti-depressant. I only ever work on it when my Dysphoria is in high gear. Which it has been very often here lately.


I blame the lack of estrogen and Spiro.

I feel like dysphoric ->-bleeped-<-. And I wish the private mtf forum was still open for free so that I could complain about it there. -.-" No offense ftm's, some issues just need privacy. My dysphoria's at a point where my own venting would just me feel less feminine if men were able to easily set their gazes on it.

I want to go home.

Quote from: Joey. on September 21, 2013, 08:29:04 AM
I want to go home.

Where are you?

Yesterday made me realize i do need trauma therapy. Something triggered a flashback yesterday and let's just say i felt haunted again (by what happened).

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=hHkKJfcBXcw&list=SP3A5849BDE0581B19

Quote from: Jaime something or other... on September 20, 2013, 03:14:19 PM
The old nose goes back to the grindstone tomorrow morning. Having three days off in a row is rare for me and no one from work called to bug me.

Kind of anticlimactic isn't it?   

Quote from: Keaira Raine on September 21, 2013, 07:19:08 AM
I blame the lack of estrogen and Spiro.

Soon you will have it back and feel back to normal. *hug* Le paycheck. When will you get your first one? Is it every two weeks or a month?

Quote from: caleb. on September 21, 2013, 03:04:54 PM
Soon you will have it back and feel back to normal. *hug* Le paycheck. When will you get your first one? Is it every two weeks or a month?

Weekly and I get my first paycheck next week.

Quote from: Shantel on September 21, 2013, 11:14:07 AM
Kind of anticlimactic isn't it? 

I had a hard time sleeping last night too. But I was on time and then the computer crap at work didn't want to cooperate at all. So rather than wake my manager so early on her day off, I just did everything in the daily report manually and hope it works right tomorrow, lol.

Computers and scanners will be the death of us!


The new scanner stuff is actually causing about half the debit/credit receipts to be twice as long as they were and with about twice as many report pages due to the inventory crap with each sales day, the trees are gonna suffer right along with me.

Thinking about going ahead and selling my GTA V copy while I could get a good price for it.