So after a lifetime of knowing I was put together differently, I finally had an appointment with a proper gender therapist.
While I was scared as heck, within 30 minutes I was in and out holding a script for E. Still in a bit of shock.
My doctor and therapist had sent him details so it was much easier than I had feared.
In the morning I will get the script filled and be on my way.
All the anxiety has disappeared and I feel like the sleeper has awakened.
He did mention the effects it would have
softer skin
Breast growth
Loss of muscle mass
etc
All things that I was already aware of thanks to everyone here.
All part of the E ticket ride.

Now I can go on that fantasyland ride
Thanks everyone.
Now onto the important stuff
Where are my cookies!!!

Hugs Jen