It feels so good to committ a string of robberies in GTA V and get away with it.  I feel like the guys from the Payday 2 game.  This calls for Lupin the third theme spamming!

Quote from: Malachite on October 13, 2013, 11:57:50 AM
It feels so good to committ a string of robberies in GTA V and get away with it.  I feel like the guys from the Payday 2 game.  This calls for Lupin the third theme spamming!

Sounds like you are mentally moving to the dark side. Stay out of trouble, you live too far off for me to make it on visiting days. 

I'm thinking that I don't care if I go down to the laundry room in my socks and before showering.

Quote from: Shantel on October 13, 2013, 12:00:21 PM
Sounds like you are mentally moving to the dark side. Stay out of trouble, you live too far off for me to make it on visiting days. 

And risk my criminal justice degree and certificate and potential career becoming null in void? Pfffft.  I'm on the dark side alright but not THAT dark.  I'm only in dark enough to get the free cookies.

I was thinking about what my friend said about my timidness being why people can't see me as a boy.  Then I found this clip from a show I grew up watching and an episode that I loved because Raven was my favorite.  Now I think I understand what she meant, because more often than not, this is exactly how I act around people once I get to know them better.

Quote from: Darkie on October 13, 2013, 12:16:25 PM
I was thinking about what my friend said about my timidness being why people can't see me as a boy.  Then I found this clip from a show I grew up watching and an episode that I loved because Raven was my favorite.  Now I think I understand what she meant, because more often than not, this is exactly how I act around people once I get to know them better.

Hey Darkie,
          I've been here long enough to see several former Ravens turn the corner from that wimpy self perception, you can do it too hon! Some of it may be attributable to female socialization, familial pressures from siblings and your own perception of societal expectations. This is the place where you learn to shed all of that and be all that you really intend to become. It takes time, introspection and determination, you have our full support here.

Quote from: Shantel on October 13, 2013, 12:40:23 PM
Hey Darkie,
          I've been here long enough to see several former Ravens turn the corner from that wimpy self perception, you can do it too hon! Some of it may be attributable to female socialization, familial pressures from siblings and your own perception of societal expectations. This is the place where you learn to shed all of that and be all that you really intend to become. It takes time, introspection and determination, you have our full support here.

Thanks Shantel..

I'm thinking: You can do it, you can do it, you can do it! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!

I'm seriously F'ed in the head if I entered a chatroom full of sex addicts and in the moment somebody said "Is there a femme boy that likes to wear lingerie?" I say "Me, but at this moment I have more of woman than man...



Three chats open at the same time. But When they got over the top dirty, I put a quote from Cinderella and closed the browser. It's bad when under the anonimacy I start leaking all those years of repressed thinking. and 19 months without sex.


ANyways, it's been good to lift my mood, but I really don't want to think what is in my head.

Quote from: Megan on October 13, 2013, 01:24:02 PM
I'm thinking: You can do it, you can do it, you can do it! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!

YEAH!

Quote from: Megan on October 13, 2013, 01:24:02 PMI'm thinking: You can do it, you can do it, you can do it! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!

You really can

just had to spend over 20 grand upgrading weapons and extended the clips in GTA V....guess how I'm going to make the money back?

No don't guess actually....that was a rhetorical question.

I had grand plans to finish reading for Commercial Law Sales today, but it's soooo boring, I can't pay attention. I think I am just going to go home, watch a movie, and.start fresh tomorrow. At least I got some of it done.

No one is home...as much as I'd like to take the chance to chill, I should take advantage of the chance to get work done for a few hours.

Quote from: Megan on October 13, 2013, 01:24:02 PM
I'm thinking: You can do it, you can do it, you can do it! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!

yes, and keep going with everything. we can never give up

Hope to make another Craigslist sale again soon.  Malachite needs his top surgery fund to grow more!  After my transcript comes in I'm going to make a copy of that and some otherstuff and send in my resume.

I wish my friends would stop joking about being "crazy." It wasn't that funny to start with and it gets less funny the more they do it.
I'm wondering if someone who actually is crazy could ever be accepted or if there will always be the threat of people's hostility.

That there are so many nice people here who without their help you would have never overcome your fears to come out to your family. Then that your family could be so accepting of everything even though you know they are feeling new fears of their own about what you just told them and how lucky you are to have them in your life! 

Being a strong manly man.

I'm so hungry... and I still haven't done grocery shopping.

This afternoon I'm going to the "girls" support, after talking with the therapist of the association.