Quote from: Edge on October 27, 2013, 10:18:53 AM
I feel drained, stressed, and stuck.
I missed a bunch of chem classes due to my son's various appointments and now I have no clue what's going on.
My doctor still hasn't called me like she told me she was going to. I need my next shot of T on wednesday. I understand she's busy, but if she can't take the time to do what she told me she would, then she shouldn't have told me she would.
I want to emulate Izaya Orihara from Drrr!! He doesn't angst like a whiny little b. about being alone.
But that leads me to another realization. Izaya has fun messing with people. I can't think of anything I have fun doing. Gorrammit. I may be going through a depressed patch again.

Nooooooooooo cheer up Edge, it's just temporary stuff!

Quote from: Shantel on October 27, 2013, 10:39:36 AM
Nooooooooooo cheer up Edge, it's just temporary stuff!

The depression is temporary, yes, but the isolation is not and I still don't know how to get rid of loneliness.

I don't want to lose my home, I don't want to live with my triggering mother, I don't want to lose my independence.

Quote from: LordKAT on October 27, 2013, 11:26:29 AM
I don't want to lose my home, I don't want to live with my triggering mother, I don't want to lose my independence.

I'm sorry LordKat are there no helps available to you? How about a reverse mortgage?

Quote from: Shantel on October 27, 2013, 11:29:51 AM
I'm sorry LordKat are there no helps available to you? How about a reverse mortgage?

My home is a mobile home where I still owe on the loan. I have asked at the places that help and both will only pay the last month when I am able to work full time. That is in 2 to 5 months.

Quote from: LordKAT on October 27, 2013, 12:09:04 PM

My home is a mobile home where I still owe on the loan. I have asked at the places that help and both will only pay the last month when I am able to work full time. That is in 2 to 5 months.

That sucks, if you have some equity perhaps you can get a small loan to cover monthly until you're back in business? Perhaps your mom might consider something like that?

I already owe her about the equity I have in the trailer.  My credit is shot due to medical bills.

Quote from: LordKAT on October 27, 2013, 12:59:25 PM
I already owe her about the equity I have in the trailer.  My credit is shot due to medical bills.

If I was wealthy I'd fix it for you hon as well as for a lot of other deserving folks here.

Been watching Periodic Videos channel in YouTube for couple days and remembered how much I liked chemistry in school. Too bad my mental health blew my chances of getting educated more on the subject when I started upper secondary school (went there for measily half of the school year before my panic attacks ruined everything) and the physics/chemistry combo equivalent of vocational school was a sad joke and focused more on physics which I happen to dislike greatly. >_>

Rest in peace Lou Reed.

He died at only 71.

Quote from: ZootAllures/BlackNapkins! on October 27, 2013, 02:00:19 PM
Rest in peace Lou Reed.

He died at only 71.

"Satellite's gone up to the skies..."

I hate teaching immature teenagers in Sunday school

I'm thinking Malachite's current avatar makes me want pepperoni pizza. Badly. In spite of the fact that I can't taste anything at the moment.

Quote from: Miss Bungle on October 27, 2013, 02:44:13 PM
Why is that?

I currently have flu. Nasal eruptions on a cataclysmic scale, can't smell or taste anything. I think it's on the wane now though, thankfully. I've only gone through one box of tissues so far today, lol. That's probably a good sign.

lol I misgendered my cousin on the phone. He answers and I said "Hi Auntie!" He goes quiet and then says (in a voice that was forced to be deeper) "...it's L. I understand though because I have a cold."

Quote from: Sephirah on October 27, 2013, 02:47:49 PM
I currently have flu. Nasal eruptions on a cataclysmic scale, can't smell or taste anything. I think it's on the wane now though, thankfully. I've only gone through one box of tissues so far today, lol. That's probably a good sign.

feel better hun -hugs-

Thinking tommorrow I make copies of what I need to send off my resume this week.  Thinking about the day I'll finally be able to cosplay at Anime Expo.

Quote from: Sephirah on October 27, 2013, 02:47:49 PM
I currently have flu. Nasal eruptions on a cataclysmic scale, can't smell or taste anything. I think it's on the wane now though, thankfully. I've only gone through one box of tissues so far today, lol. That's probably a good sign.

Not fun when that happens, wishing you wellness!

Thank you, both.

I am wondering what this will be like:

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-24690810

I love storms. They feel... energising. I think where I live, though, there will be little more than a mild breeze and some drizzle.

I like storms, too.  I find them renewing and calming.

Debating whether I should start a thread on Susans asking for volunteers to post pictures of themselves so I can attempt to make a sim version of them on Sims 3. :3