Quote from: Kristal on October 30, 2013, 06:51:57 PM
I just broke down crying in the shower because I'm covered in hair. It's EVERYWHERE and it won't go away!

I'm better now, though. One day at a time...

Where's the Good Witch Glenda and her magic wand when you need it? Don't cry dear!

Quote from: <3 on October 30, 2013, 06:54:17 PM
Reminds me of hookers paying with damp $5 bills at mcdonalds.....

Ewwewwewwewweww!

I wonder if farting has ever been punishable by death.

Quote from: ~RoadToTrista~ on October 30, 2013, 08:00:23 PM
I wonder if farting has ever been punishable by death.

Lmao! I wonder.

Quote from: Kristal on October 30, 2013, 06:51:57 PM
I just broke down crying in the shower because I'm covered in hair. It's EVERYWHERE and it won't go away!

I'm better now, though. One day at a time...

I have EXACTLY the same problem as you honey (I used to cry with frustration while I was shaving myself), I have solved it in a way that takes work and a lot of pain but its completely worth it as I am smooth as the day I was born. If you can take the pain of going everywhere with an epilator you will feel reborn every time you do it, if I want to stay totally smooth I have to use it twice a month approximately but really, sounds like it could be a revelation for you.

p.s. epilating your balls takes practise and in my experience a little alcohol first

Try to have a good time, all of the time.

Quote from: Jill F on October 31, 2013, 02:46:09 AM
Try to have a good time, all of the time.

I'm thinking that's some excellent advice Jill!

Quote from: caleb. on October 30, 2013, 08:48:32 PM
Lmao! I wonder.

I just now noticed that you put questions thingy in your signature.


So now I'm going to copy you by putting my questions thingy in my signature. ^.^

Dead end street much? There have been fifteen Hershey bars in a bowl on a table at the end of my driveway since 7:30 this morning. Still fifteen there. Most years the postal worker takes one, not this time. I'm very disappointed, I don't know what to do with all this chocolate. <lying>

Quote from: Devlyn Marie on October 31, 2013, 07:31:23 PM
Dead end street much? There have been fifteen Hershey bars in a bowl on a table at the end of my driveway since 7:30 this morning. Still fifteen there. Most years the postal worker takes one, not this time. I'm very disappointed, I don't know what to do with all this chocolate. <lying>

LOL we used to buy like five bags of candy every year. (Even though we knew we probably wouldn't get trick-or-treaters )

Quote from: ~RoadToTrista~ on October 31, 2013, 07:08:37 PM
I just now noticed that you put questions thingy in your signature.


So now I'm going to copy you by putting my questions thingy in my signature. ^.^

I copied Malachite for that, lol.

Thinking about the whole "detransition" thing. At first ot looks like easy, but just looking at the old clothes and thinking of presenting male again is far too painful. I can't imagine another future that, it's either this or nothing.


I'm fact, I'm even thing of doing GRS before FFS if I only had money for one surgery...

Another pound of weight lost overnight. Meaning about 15 pounds lost in one week.

If I could stay sick and follow this trend for say, three more weeks, that would be great lol! *tries to stay positive*

As it gets late I sit here so happy and truly at peace with everything in life for once even after all the horrible times.
I have worked my butt off all year and now have a full month off so don't have to think about it for a while.
Had a fantastic client meeting on Thursday which I had 3 client emails thanking me for such a wonderful training session. Never had that before so must have done a good job. Funny what this E has done to my confidence and mind.
I also find myself at total ease with becoming a woman that I always knew I was. Before I was terrified now it has been replace by a calm content feeling as the E has been wonderful, so much better than I could have ever imagined. My doctor was amazed by what she saw when I dropped in last week. I had a huge smile on my face being so happy.
I'm now thinking about my next endo appointment on Monday and what will happen, I think I will ok as he should be able to see what a difference a month has made. I so want an increased dose but will have to wait.

Rambling now but still happy.

Jen

Quote from: Jenny07 on November 01, 2013, 06:40:56 AM
As it gets late I sit here so happy and truly at peace with everything in life for once even after all the horrible times.
I have worked my butt off all year and now have a full month off so don't have to think about it for a while.
Had a fantastic client meeting on Thursday which I had 3 client emails thanking me for such a wonderful training session. Never had that before so must have done a good job. Funny what this E has done to my confidence and mind.
I also find myself at total ease with becoming a woman that I always knew I was. Before I was terrified now it has been replace by a calm content feeling as the E has been wonderful, so much better than I could have ever imagined. My doctor was amazed by what she saw when I dropped in last week. I had a huge smile on my face being so happy.
I'm now thinking about my next endo appointment on Monday and what will happen, I think I will ok as he should be able to see what a difference a month has made. I so want an increased dose but will have to wait.

Rambling now but still happy.

Jen

Jenny, I can so relate to your comments here! My VA endocrinologist was forever quizzing me, trying to ascertain for certain that I was sure that I wanted to transition MtF and wondered how I preferred to be addressed, and why it was I didn't dress en-femme and wear makeup. He was rather amazed when I told him that one of the primary benefits of female HRT for me was the fact that it eradicated so much of my edginess and agitation from PTSD and whether I become a woman or not is really beside the point and something I consider a beneficial collateral effect. I enjoyed messing with his mind and don't care to have people stick me in a box, but between you and me we know that the reverse order of my comments is really the truth, but the effects on attitude certainly are a plus.

Quote from: caleb. on October 31, 2013, 07:44:33 PM
I copied Malachite for that, lol.

Yessssssss!

That means you're copying me, Trista. Muahahahahahahaha 


My father is always telling me to save my money.  When it comes to transitioning "nope save your money and just get over it" when it comes to buying driving lessons "nope, you need to save your money".  The list goes on so the other day I finally asked him what am I supposed to save my money for if I can't spend it?  He laughed and told me that I'll figure out when I'm older, but then he said you never know if you will be homeless one day so you might need it then, which is true....TWICE as true for me since I'm trans.

I went to get some groceries because all the closest shops are closed tomorrow and I saw two bananas in pyjamas on my way there...

I guess Finland is suffering from Halloween aftershocks or something. :'D

or just hallucinations.

 I wish I could be more feminine and not be scared of what everybody else would think

Cold weather is nice. It feels good to wear panty hose again. Also my new 3 inch pumps feel so much better with hose on my feet.   I just started on the patch yesterday, yea!! I have no idea why I did not use this years ago rather than trying to remember to take some pills 2 or 3 times a day. Live & learn I guess.