I yes have a part girl brain and what someone here wrote really made me think. I do hate man, men and sir directed at me due to the masculine male thing with the words. I never realized that till I read that. I can't all of the male stuff completely but I couldn't do hrt for the reason of that yes looking like a girl, I'm not sure my guy side behind and knowing I wasn't born a girl still and might not look naturally as a girl would make me sad as well. I instead try to find a balance between girl and boy instead of hrt. I'm not sure if most are like this but I am. Unless I was sure the hrt would have me looked natural as a girl, I couldn't do it. Reading here has really helped me. thanks!!