I agree with Jessica.
I fear rejection, being invisible, and never being understood. Or I did. I think my current group of friends see me.

Quote from: Edge on January 12, 2014, 11:22:40 AM
I agree with Jessica.
I fear rejection, being invisible, and never being understood. Or I did. I think my current group of friends see me.

We see you baby and I for one am glad to have you in the family! You rock!

I think I'm not fit for anyone's visual consumption. I feel like I'm not fit to be seen. And I have always felt this way no matter how attractive I was at the time. But now it's probably true.  I know a lot of people think they're unattractive. But it's not that I think I'm unattractive per se. It's just that no matter what I do, I am never ready to be seen and should probably just become a hermit because I'm not fit to be around people.

Quote from: FA on January 12, 2014, 11:55:35 AM
I think I'm not fit for anyone's visual consumption. I feel like I'm not fit to be seen. And I have always felt this way no matter how attractive I was at the time. But now it's probably true.  I know a lot of people think they're unattractive. But it's not that I think I'm unattractive per se. It's just that no matter what I do, I am never ready to be seen and should probably just become a hermit because I'm not fit to be around people.

DISCALIMER: This is not an attack.*giggle*

OK FA, I cowgirled up and posted mine, where's yours? I found acceptance looking like I do, so I am sure you will too beside, we are family. If anyone had a reason to be scared trust me, it was me. Now that I made my debut here I am feeling pretty fine and a little sassy almost!*giggle* The "Show Yourselves" topic has bonded us in a way I have never experienced so far. It has been fun meeting the others.

I'm calling you out big guy! So I will see you on the "Show Yourselves" topic, right?

Quote from: FA on January 12, 2014, 11:55:35 AM
I think I'm not fit for anyone's visual consumption. I feel like I'm not fit to be seen. And I have always felt this way no matter how attractive I was at the time. But now it's probably true.  I know a lot of people think they're unattractive. But it's not that I think I'm unattractive per se. It's just that no matter what I do, I am never ready to be seen and should probably just become a hermit because I'm not fit to be around people.

I'm sure that is your social anxiety behind that.   You look good .

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on January 12, 2014, 11:10:25 AM
By who? You are so cute, smart and loveable! Not to mention, cute, smart and loveable! *giggles*

by everyone.
As a kid i was rejected on my first day of kindergarten...

I chugged an entire fifth of Jack Daniels when I was 19. It almost killed me. I was sick for days. 

Quote from: JordanBlue on January 12, 2014, 12:35:51 PM
I chugged an entire fifth of Jack Daniels when I was 19. It almost killed me. I was sick for days. 

Hugs*
Glad youre alive.

Quote from: Emo on January 12, 2014, 12:32:46 PM
As a kid i was rejected on my first day of kindergarten...

Everyone is ding dong! *giggle*

Quote from: JordanBlue on January 12, 2014, 12:35:51 PM
I chugged an entire fifth of Jack Daniels when I was 19. It almost killed me. I was sick for days. 

When I was 19, I chugged on a half gallon of Dark Eyes vodka (after already draining a half pint by myself). I remember when I threw up later that night, it sounded like a waterfall. I had the WORST headache the next day. I never drank such an absurd amount of booze ever again.

Quote from: Emo on January 12, 2014, 12:32:46 PM
by everyone.
As a kid i was rejected on my first day of kindergarten...

I got rejected by everyone too. Except not anymore (I hope)!
When I was twelve I was asked if I was a faerie.

Quote from: Edge on January 12, 2014, 12:48:39 PM
I got rejected by everyone too. Except not anymore (I hope)!
When I was twelve I was asked if I was a faerie.

I dont reject you!
I accept yoooouuuuu!!!

Quote from: Emo on January 12, 2014, 12:51:10 PM
I dont reject you!
I accept yoooouuuuu!!!

GREAT BIG BEAR HUG! I like bear hugs.

Quote from: Emo on January 12, 2014, 12:51:10 PM
I dont reject you!
I accept yoooouuuuu!!!

Same here baby!  BEAR HUGS! 

Quote from: Edge on January 12, 2014, 12:52:10 PM
GREAT BIG BEAR HUG! I like bear hugs.

*HUGS*

The other day, I made some homemade split pea soup (sooo good).. however I don't think it agreed with my tummy. I was feeling sleepy afterwards and lied down on the couch with my pooch to take a nap. When I woke up a bit later, my gf asked me what I had fed my dog, cus she had been 'ripping them like crazy' (my dogs on a strictly dog food only diet cus she turns all table scraps into farts). I had to fess up that it was not my dog, but me that had been sleep farting.

Quote from: muffinpants on January 12, 2014, 01:13:42 PM
The other day, I made some homemade split pea soup (sooo good).. however I don't think it agreed with my tummy. I was feeling sleepy afterwards and lied down on the couch with my pooch to take a nap. When I woke up a bit later, my gf asked me what I had fed my dog, cus she had been 'ripping them like crazy' (my dogs on a strictly dog food only diet cus she turns all table scraps into farts). I had to fess up that it was not my dog, but me that had been sleep farting.

XD
I should make a TMI thread. Lol

Quote from: FA on January 12, 2014, 11:55:35 AM
I think I'm not fit for anyone's visual consumption. I feel like I'm not fit to be seen. And I have always felt this way no matter how attractive I was at the time. But now it's probably true.  I know a lot of people think they're unattractive. But it's not that I think I'm unattractive per se. It's just that no matter what I do, I am never ready to be seen and should probably just become a hermit because I'm not fit to be around people.

Poop, poop, and more poop!  You are a studmuffin.

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on January 11, 2014, 11:47:14 PM

Quote from: Edge on January 11, 2014, 11:27:58 PM
Not a drinker. I'm just naturally like this.
Jessica, if you don't mind me asking, what's a test tube baby?

That was a joke. Test tube is clear, room with a view?
Really I was adopted. I have no idea who my parents were and everything about my adoption is sealed in the Governments red tape in Washington. All I know is my real last name. It is the one I use now and what it will be legally changed to when I change my name later, Merriman. The name Jessica came from a patient who died while I was working on her after a car crash. I found out later she did a lot of charity work and I thought her name should not die, but go on. My way of remembering her. Hope she doesn't mind.

awww! that is just so sweet!

Quote from: LordKAT on January 12, 2014, 05:02:00 AM
I have fur, paws and whiskers.

Hey this is the truth thread!