So I decide it was time to report something positive. Since a lot of my post have been rather negative and depressing now that I look back at them.
While I have yet to come out yet, I feel like this last week I had a major break through. I am starting to feel good about myself and found out that the more I accept being transgender the more I wanna better myself and the better I feel.
It has made me be more aware of how badly I've been treating my own body.
I've stop drinking sodas completely (Little over one week strong so far). I drink more water and teas.
I've been exercising and toning my waist and hip area for a month now and I am really starting to like the results.
I take better care of my hygiene and skin.
I find myself becoming braver, doing things that I wouldn't because it might out me small things but it is a step in the right direction
I use to wonder what was I doing going back and forth wondering if I'd pass, now I get practically giddy over shaving my legs and the future aspects of transitioning.
I feel I am right on the edge of coming out, and I get butterflies in my belly but the good kind.
I felt like sharing with all my sisters and brothers here on Susan, and feel your support has really helped since I have joined.
