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What made you unhappy today? v4.0

Started by V M, December 03, 2013, 04:40:13 PM

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Xhianil

Quote from: Charley Bea(EmeraldP) on January 30, 2014, 12:23:31 PM
Before this pic the most arty I have gotten drawing wise is to do crappy digital art in GiMP and add it to my deviantart page.

You are right it is pretty normal doesn't make it easier or me feel better though.

Still might be better then you think.
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Charley Bea(EmeraldP)

Have a look at my deviantart if you want.


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AdamMLP

Found out that instead of being two days like everyone else's, because I'm being relocated halfway across the country, my depot visit will be three nights, which including travelling time is basically four days.  I only just found out when it was today, and its fallen on the time that my girlfriend had booked off so that she could see me.  I haven't seen her since the very beginning of the new year, and I'll be lucky to get a day and a half with her now.
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Edge

I was invited to a movie, but they didn't tell me what time. They told me they would, but they're going today and it's already past 5.
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Apples Mk.II

And another screw-up. The home I had a few hopes about:

Seemingly, my father went to see it in near complete darkness. The person showing it forgot the flashlight, and he never thought about using the phone as a flashlight.

So, I had to track down the place in website until I could find enough photos to make myself an idea:

- Tiles in Kitchen and bathroom don't go up to the ceiling. While not a problem in the kitchen, it means I would be wetting the paint every time I shower. Not designed for tall people.
- The plumbing is older than Jesus. The faucet in the kitchen is one of those oldies where you need to turn two knobs to control the hot water. And since they are coming out from the wall instead of the sink, putting a modern faucet means a massive work and also adding a new sink
- It will require buying a new washing machine, an air vent, microwave oven and oven
- going back to the bathroom, lead plumbing and one of those old high level cisterns on the toiled, more prone to failure. Which has the pipe crossing the insides of the wall.

In the end, upgrading it would require massive money, so it is only viable if the price can be negotiatied to 20.000€ less that its current prince. So again I don't have a possible home, and I won't even check it tomorrow.


In the end we are accepting that any home in the range we can affor will require a considerable amount of fixing. We are going to check another that is a complete mistery. It requires repairs but we don't know of what kind. But at least the bulding is fairly "modern" (70's, possibly) and a more or less up to date kitchen is already installed (no appliances). I'm scared about what I will see.

I am also afraid that any repairs I have to do while not having a source of income will come from my savings. As I told my father, the 10.000€ I had kept for SRS are holy. But I am afraid I will have to spend them and I will never be able to do it...
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AdamMLP

Someone may lose their job because of their roommates' homophobia, and my (gay) friend in that room is now very uncomfortable with living there, but there's no where else for her to go, and anyway she can't make a case to be moved without telling the truth about tonight and costing this girl her job.

The staff here came into my room and searched our wardrobes and under our beds in the middle of the night while everyone else was asleep, waking them all up. Too much drama for a work night.
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Edge

I feel like I am running out of time. I don't know where to get the information I want. There is so much I need to know that will take me a long time to learn and I don't have that kind of time. I wish I was immortal.

Oh yeah and I did make it to the movie and had fun. Then the others all went to another person's house to play video games. I wasn't invited. Of course not. I'm not the kind of person people like having around. Mind you, they've never seen any reason why yet, so... I guess it's instinctual?
It is annoying that this bothers me.
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King Malachite

I smashed my arm in the trash can and now it's sore.
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Calder Smith

I'm really sore from playing floor hockey yesterday.
Manchester United diehard fan.
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Lauren5

I need to go shopping, but there's no one to go with.
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Started hormones: 26/3/14
FFS: No clue, winter/spring 2014/15 maybe?
SRS: winter/spring 2014/15?
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King Malachite

Knowing that I have to go into the cold kitchen and wash dishes and put the clothes in the dryer.
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"Anomalies can make the best revolutionaries."
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Adam (birkin)

Every time I think about what surgeries I have left, I just feel so gross and like "omg get these goddamn things off" (or on, in the case of the bottom)

I think what I'll do, when I have a paycheck again, is every time I feel tempted to spend cash on something, put it down, consider if I reallyneed it, and if I decide I don't, literally put the amount of money it would have cost into a separate bank account for surgeries. So if I want a $15 shirt, and decide I don't need a shirt, put $15 into my surgery savings right away. That way, it's not just "this could go to surgery", it's "it WILL go to surgery" and I can actually see a number go up to indicate that my choices do in fact matter.
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King Malachite

Quote from: birkin on January 31, 2014, 11:42:37 AM
Every time I think about what surgeries I have left, I just feel so gross and like "omg get these goddamn things off" (or on, in the case of the bottom)

I think what I'll do, when I have a paycheck again, is every time I feel tempted to spend cash on something, put it down, consider if I reallyneed it, and if I decide I don't, literally put the amount of money it would have cost into a separate bank account for surgeries. So if I want a $15 shirt, and decide I don't need a shirt, put $15 into my surgery savings right away. That way, it's not just "this could go to surgery", it's "it WILL go to surgery" and I can actually see a number go up to indicate that my choices do in fact matter.

That's how I'd do it. :)
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"Sometimes you have to go through outer hell to get to inner heaven."

"Anomalies can make the best revolutionaries."
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Adam (birkin)

I'm glad to hear that, since it's coming from someone who I know is very good with money.

The dysphoria was caused by going into the FTM tag on Tumblr. Of course I saw...pre-op bits. I don't even know why I go on Tumblr...I leave for a while because it's so messed up, and then I go back and remember why I left in the first place.
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King Malachite

Quote from: birkin on January 31, 2014, 11:52:32 AM
I'm glad to hear that, since it's coming from someone who I know is very good with money.

The dysphoria was caused by going into the FTM tag on Tumblr. Of course I saw...pre-op bits. I don't even know why I go on Tumblr...I leave for a while because it's so messed up, and then I go back and remember why I left in the first place.

:D  I don't blame you.  I don't have a Tumblr account and I plan on keeping it like that for a while.  I have trouble not being triggered by some of the stuff here, let alone that site lol.
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"Sometimes you have to go through outer hell to get to inner heaven."

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NathanielM

Quote from: birkin on January 31, 2014, 11:52:32 AM
I'm glad to hear that, since it's coming from someone who I know is very good with money.

The dysphoria was caused by going into the FTM tag on Tumblr. Of course I saw...pre-op bits. I don't even know why I go on Tumblr...I leave for a while because it's so messed up, and then I go back and remember why I left in the first place.
I've done that to myself too, going into that tag can make my dysphoria skyrocket in a couple of seconds. Maybe I should get rid of my account since I can't seem to remember it's not good for me.
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Lauren5

Have to break being full time fire the whole day today. Had to do laundry, I'm hungry now and don't want to do makeup to go to the caf, and no one wanted to go shipping with me today so what's the point really?
Ugh, I can't wait for the moment I can Lane my room and be perceived as female without doing anything special.
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Started hormones: 26/3/14
FFS: No clue, winter/spring 2014/15 maybe?
SRS: winter/spring 2014/15?
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Emo

Spilt some really hot soup on myself.
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King Malachite

The beef tips my mom cooked are tooo tough for me to enjoy.
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"Sometimes you have to go through outer hell to get to inner heaven."

"Anomalies can make the best revolutionaries."
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Shantel

Spent the entire morning in a dental chair getting two titanium studs screwed into my jawbone, I feel as if I've been in a bar brawl and got my ass kicked again!
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