K, so I've been struggling for months and months with depression and anxiety, and just started down the road of finally dressing/acting like myself. I am not totally out yet. Anyways...

Just being out to the few people I am, and expressing myself more freely has been amazing, and as in-between as I am.. I am still finding myself to be attractive in my eyes! Mostly a confidence thing.

Does it get even better the further you transition?

That's awesome Elijah! Congrats on gaining the strength to come out and embrace who you are. It certainly is liberating

I'm at about the same place as you transition wise- out to a select few, starting to dress the way I want etc and I feel the same way. I can't speak from experience as to what happens further into transition, but judging from what I've seen on this site, it only gets better! Check out the Badass Dude thread and the Before and After thread if you haven't already, they'll definitely fill you with hope for the future  

Oh dude, yeah I check those every time I notice a new post haha
I also like to watch all the 1 year on T videos on the youtube.